It is quite a large topic. And sometimes funny, sometimes sad. (As an aside i made a new word today "Tautologic". Yes the real word should probably be Tautological, it's still a very cool word. Well, i think so anyway. It's kinda like "Taut Logic")
In any case, the quest is now over and now there is a trial. A test, if you will. And it's the kind of test you know that you're going to pass so you don't really care, but you should because it's going to do something. And affect your future. Just like in the movies!
I really have a lot of work to get through so i'll keep this a little brief. Till the next time when i actually have time to debate with my council. Inside my head.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
It's like a journey!
QUEST!
Wait, what?
And to clarify, i don't care if you read this or not, just don't tell me that it's boring. Because you're boring and your taste is boorish. So if you are going to read it, then read it because you find it interesting, not because you have waaaaay too much time on your hands (generated by not doing any work. At all).
Making posts about controversial things gets old quick. I mean, how about i told you that your parents hated you or that i'm going to burn the establishment closest to your heart.
Just to prove my point..
I am going to ruin the reputation and happiness (if any) of my enemies, because i can and because it gives me a goal in life. (Goal Noted. Check Goals.)
Moving on, if you do read it, then please comment because it if you don't it's like i'm writing for no-one to no-one beside myself.
Back to the quest, this will be the last post for 3 days, because we are on a journey. Of discovery and exploration. Of data finding and animal tracking (or looking at animal tracks, i don't know. ...And i don't think you can coat it in much more sugar than that. Though, i guess there's still the social element to it, so...
On the topic of mirrors, they're really cool and disturbing at the same time. Disturbing to see a perfect copy of yourself, but cool because it's just interesting to examine yourself. (Or maybe it's just me.) For instance, i learned that my left eyelid covers my 1/2 my iris, while my right eyelid only covers 3/5 of my iris. It makes for interesting musing for things like this. Also, i learned this year that in the first few years, when i child sees themselves in a mirror is important because it affirms their existence.
May you never call anything bland or boring, just because you don't have the mental capacity to understand the finer points in life. Witless ones.
Wait, what?
And to clarify, i don't care if you read this or not, just don't tell me that it's boring. Because you're boring and your taste is boorish. So if you are going to read it, then read it because you find it interesting, not because you have waaaaay too much time on your hands (generated by not doing any work. At all).
Making posts about controversial things gets old quick. I mean, how about i told you that your parents hated you or that i'm going to burn the establishment closest to your heart.
Just to prove my point..
I am going to ruin the reputation and happiness (if any) of my enemies, because i can and because it gives me a goal in life. (Goal Noted. Check Goals.)
Moving on, if you do read it, then please comment because it if you don't it's like i'm writing for no-one to no-one beside myself.
Back to the quest, this will be the last post for 3 days, because we are on a journey. Of discovery and exploration. Of data finding and animal tracking (or looking at animal tracks, i don't know. ...And i don't think you can coat it in much more sugar than that. Though, i guess there's still the social element to it, so...
On the topic of mirrors, they're really cool and disturbing at the same time. Disturbing to see a perfect copy of yourself, but cool because it's just interesting to examine yourself. (Or maybe it's just me.) For instance, i learned that my left eyelid covers my 1/2 my iris, while my right eyelid only covers 3/5 of my iris. It makes for interesting musing for things like this. Also, i learned this year that in the first few years, when i child sees themselves in a mirror is important because it affirms their existence.
May you never call anything bland or boring, just because you don't have the mental capacity to understand the finer points in life. Witless ones.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Car rears
If i had to pick 2 dream careers it would be to work for Level-5 in Japan or as a psychiatrist/psychologist. I know that my parents wouldn't like it but still. It's awesome.
About Level-5, they made the Dark Cloud series (planning to release DC3), The Professor Layton series, Rogue Galaxy series and much more. Very successful and very cool to have a job working there.
Just wanted to write it before i forgot.
About Level-5, they made the Dark Cloud series (planning to release DC3), The Professor Layton series, Rogue Galaxy series and much more. Very successful and very cool to have a job working there.
Just wanted to write it before i forgot.
The finer points in life
Without being a preacher on the good and the bad of life, today i proved the point that first opinions in strangers tends to be the accepted one. For instance, should i tell someone that my associate is an idiot, then my associate to say otherwise, they tend to go with the idiot notion. It's all very interesting and certainly applicable. Should you need a mediator for a dispute, no matter what happens always speak first. Chances are the mediator is a stranger, and thus it will work.
I've also found that i tend to waver between related points when i write, but not quite on the point that i need to make. It's sort of waffle, but not really as it's all very interesting and un-boring to write about. Just the thought of writing about writing about people is just interesting.
That being said, being have to write about something because you just have to is not fun at all.
I am also very sick (maybe biologically too) of people asking me whenever i draw anything, "Is that so-and-so?" or "That is X" when clearly they didn't draw it and unless it has a the label of "THIS IS A BOX" or something like that, it cannot be what they think it is. For some reason people think that because they notice a vague bunch of shapes that obey the laws of light and arranged in a particular fashion that they get to (very safely) say that it is what they say it is. It's all very maddening and annoying. Every. Single. Time. I draw something, by the end of the day, there will have been at least 10 different people asking me "Is that...." And it's like they don't know that i can change it with a few strokes of a pacer/pencil. Or both.
And i like drawing anything. So it makes me angry when people try to rationalize something which is just made by picking bits of things while on a jolting moving bus. It's like they see my drawings as a threat and their defense mechanisms kick in, trying to rationalize it and thus remove its "threat". People, drawings of 4 pebbles tied in a cross is not a threat to your health. And it is not a four leaf clover either, because it is not in the least symmetrical.
May you never comment on someone else's drawing till you have at least a title to guide you.
I've also found that i tend to waver between related points when i write, but not quite on the point that i need to make. It's sort of waffle, but not really as it's all very interesting and un-boring to write about. Just the thought of writing about writing about people is just interesting.
That being said, being have to write about something because you just have to is not fun at all.
I am also very sick (maybe biologically too) of people asking me whenever i draw anything, "Is that so-and-so?" or "That is X" when clearly they didn't draw it and unless it has a the label of "THIS IS A BOX" or something like that, it cannot be what they think it is. For some reason people think that because they notice a vague bunch of shapes that obey the laws of light and arranged in a particular fashion that they get to (very safely) say that it is what they say it is. It's all very maddening and annoying. Every. Single. Time. I draw something, by the end of the day, there will have been at least 10 different people asking me "Is that...." And it's like they don't know that i can change it with a few strokes of a pacer/pencil. Or both.
And i like drawing anything. So it makes me angry when people try to rationalize something which is just made by picking bits of things while on a jolting moving bus. It's like they see my drawings as a threat and their defense mechanisms kick in, trying to rationalize it and thus remove its "threat". People, drawings of 4 pebbles tied in a cross is not a threat to your health. And it is not a four leaf clover either, because it is not in the least symmetrical.
May you never comment on someone else's drawing till you have at least a title to guide you.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
A jump in time
Consider this as tomorrow's post, because inspiration couldn't wait. Neither can the tides. Or the ides.
I would also like more comments, because it gives me something to do with my spare time, which i tend to have a little of, and i would prefer to read those comments.
Onward!
Why would you post a shorter post if it just means that people aren't even in Alpha mode (brain waves) and thus not creative enough to give you decent posts which in the end makes you less creative and thus shorter posts. I would say this is a vicious circle, but i'm not going to because it is more like a vortex of substandard-ry and self-humiliation.
I also got back my clarinet certificate today (or is it yesterday, what with this time jumpiness?). It's so shiny...and sort of cheap. It's just parchment-ish parchment with some gold gilding and lettering. Oh well.
It's also sad (for me at least) how people refuse to spell properly on the internet. It so sad it almost makes me cry, but it's not that bad. I bet you that one day, people are just going to talkin numbers SMS style, because it's "all the rage" as is the phrase "all the rage". It's like "back in the day" but not nearly as damned cool. Also the level of swearing is reaching the critical point where it becomes ineffective. Its like peak oil, except the only thing we're transgressing or using up is our time and curtesy. Copius amounts of politeness is used up by people who don't know better and who can't express themselves any better. It's scary. A lot of things are scary.
Least of which is that scary bandsaw that i might have to use in the near near near present but almost future. Its big, loud and eats up cow bones for brunch. Big fat, juicy (or perhaps dry) ones. I'm getting shivers just thinking about it. :(
I might get into drawing again. I swear, this year is the year of rediscovery and discovery. Or maybe the age within the age within the age of Industralizm then Information. I call it, the Aeon of Exploration! Or maybe, the Post-Aeon of Post-Exploration.
My new hobby is hard. But then, it will keep me occupied when i'm bored. How odd.
I can't think of anything right now, so...this will have to do, you not hungry fat fishies.
I would also like more comments, because it gives me something to do with my spare time, which i tend to have a little of, and i would prefer to read those comments.
Onward!
Why would you post a shorter post if it just means that people aren't even in Alpha mode (brain waves) and thus not creative enough to give you decent posts which in the end makes you less creative and thus shorter posts. I would say this is a vicious circle, but i'm not going to because it is more like a vortex of substandard-ry and self-humiliation.
I also got back my clarinet certificate today (or is it yesterday, what with this time jumpiness?). It's so shiny...and sort of cheap. It's just parchment-ish parchment with some gold gilding and lettering. Oh well.
It's also sad (for me at least) how people refuse to spell properly on the internet. It so sad it almost makes me cry, but it's not that bad. I bet you that one day, people are just going to talkin numbers SMS style, because it's "all the rage" as is the phrase "all the rage". It's like "back in the day" but not nearly as damned cool. Also the level of swearing is reaching the critical point where it becomes ineffective. Its like peak oil, except the only thing we're transgressing or using up is our time and curtesy. Copius amounts of politeness is used up by people who don't know better and who can't express themselves any better. It's scary. A lot of things are scary.
Least of which is that scary bandsaw that i might have to use in the near near near present but almost future. Its big, loud and eats up cow bones for brunch. Big fat, juicy (or perhaps dry) ones. I'm getting shivers just thinking about it. :(
I might get into drawing again. I swear, this year is the year of rediscovery and discovery. Or maybe the age within the age within the age of Industralizm then Information. I call it, the Aeon of Exploration! Or maybe, the Post-Aeon of Post-Exploration.
My new hobby is hard. But then, it will keep me occupied when i'm bored. How odd.
I can't think of anything right now, so...this will have to do, you not hungry fat fishies.
Longer posts, to sate SOMEONE
I have resolved to try and write more, starting with a post everyday. Not like it's productive in anyway, except as a way to practise my writing.
Funny thing about longer posts. It tends to look like a wall of text. It's the sort of visual thing that stops people reading books that are vaguely interesting but for the most part mostly boring. I did however get a comment about writing very vaguely, that is, to do it more often, not less. I'm just not sure.
It's also quite interesting to find a new hobby. It is an interesting hobby about an interesting topic. People! Though i'm not sure if i'll turn into a psychopath at this rate. Muse, muse.
Copious spacing combined with whatever i feel like typing with utter disregard for non-nonsense and interest makes for quite interesting reading (maybe). Still, it takes up time while i listen to some music and try to remember what is there to be remembered. It alleviates stress, sometime, but not all the time and even so i still end up just highly strung anyway.
Is this enough? I don't know. Why should i care? It's not like this/it means anything, other than as a interesting point of interest for my alliteration and assonance to flourish in a flowery way, akin to Shakespeare. And his texts are very hard to muddle through unless you have 5 different dictionaries through the ages and even then you're not likely to know what he is/was talking about. Still, he is the "father/founder" of English as it is today. I wonder who/what has influence on other languages.
Also, need to research the full meaning of Irony. Maybe you should to. And stop complaining. Maybe.
Funny thing about longer posts. It tends to look like a wall of text. It's the sort of visual thing that stops people reading books that are vaguely interesting but for the most part mostly boring. I did however get a comment about writing very vaguely, that is, to do it more often, not less. I'm just not sure.
It's also quite interesting to find a new hobby. It is an interesting hobby about an interesting topic. People! Though i'm not sure if i'll turn into a psychopath at this rate. Muse, muse.
Copious spacing combined with whatever i feel like typing with utter disregard for non-nonsense and interest makes for quite interesting reading (maybe). Still, it takes up time while i listen to some music and try to remember what is there to be remembered. It alleviates stress, sometime, but not all the time and even so i still end up just highly strung anyway.
Is this enough? I don't know. Why should i care? It's not like this/it means anything, other than as a interesting point of interest for my alliteration and assonance to flourish in a flowery way, akin to Shakespeare. And his texts are very hard to muddle through unless you have 5 different dictionaries through the ages and even then you're not likely to know what he is/was talking about. Still, he is the "father/founder" of English as it is today. I wonder who/what has influence on other languages.
Also, need to research the full meaning of Irony. Maybe you should to. And stop complaining. Maybe.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Dusty dusty blogs
It's almost like a library. Full of memories and old stories.
I have however finished an article for a certain publication and thus, through it, have found a love for writing. Maybe rediscovered, but in any case it is there.
Body language is scary but interesting at the same time. It defines the border of conversation and changes how people act around certain people. Upon further research i found a new understanding of how my world shifts. It is scary.
I have however finished an article for a certain publication and thus, through it, have found a love for writing. Maybe rediscovered, but in any case it is there.
Body language is scary but interesting at the same time. It defines the border of conversation and changes how people act around certain people. Upon further research i found a new understanding of how my world shifts. It is scary.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Flaws + Weaknesses..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Toan+Daxland
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Toan+Daxland
GOGO small posts. No inspiration.
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Toan+Daxland
GOGO small posts. No inspiration.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Look at me..
I can ride a bike with no handle bars..
I can lead a nation with a microphone..
I can split the atom of a molecule..
Great song. And i'm posting because people were bugging me...I've decided to write some drafts for a series of creative writing pieces..all on humanity. All on what the world has become, and what it may become. I don't really expect anyone to read this blog. But considering the amount of people bugging me...well...
"A hero in war is a murderer anywhere else"
"It's not going to happen in my lifetime"
"Yggdrasil is dying...Save it at all costs"
Bonus points for anyone who can tell me what the author meant by "Yggdrasil".
But they are all valid viewpoints.
"The Goal is not what matters. It is the path to it that is of import"
The method, not the answer. Get it right once, and you're certain to get it right again. Strike luckily and you are doomed to fail the next time.
What does this all relate? Global Warming.
It's a big issue. But what if i told you, that by killing off 100,000 people, it could be averted? At what cost would you bargain with to save the one thing that cannot fall. Not yet.
Until then, Play more Nethack, DoomRL, ADOM and all that is of the world of Rogues. Not Thieves.
heh.
Have fun.
I can lead a nation with a microphone..
I can split the atom of a molecule..
Great song. And i'm posting because people were bugging me...I've decided to write some drafts for a series of creative writing pieces..all on humanity. All on what the world has become, and what it may become. I don't really expect anyone to read this blog. But considering the amount of people bugging me...well...
"A hero in war is a murderer anywhere else"
"It's not going to happen in my lifetime"
"Yggdrasil is dying...Save it at all costs"
Bonus points for anyone who can tell me what the author meant by "Yggdrasil".
But they are all valid viewpoints.
"The Goal is not what matters. It is the path to it that is of import"
The method, not the answer. Get it right once, and you're certain to get it right again. Strike luckily and you are doomed to fail the next time.
What does this all relate? Global Warming.
It's a big issue. But what if i told you, that by killing off 100,000 people, it could be averted? At what cost would you bargain with to save the one thing that cannot fall. Not yet.
Until then, Play more Nethack, DoomRL, ADOM and all that is of the world of Rogues. Not Thieves.
heh.
Have fun.
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