"Butterflies are a symbol of change" - Obaa-chan, xxxHolic
Remember when people said to me, "your blog entry titles are poetic"?
I just did.
Anyway, I was plotting out a cause and effect relationship map about how I got "here" with a few more friends, and arguably more content.
Turns out that this is probably due to the breakup.
break => cherry tree after reading a fanmade manga => writing more, doing more english => talking to teacher => eventually gets the idea of study partners => starts talking with Rose => makes more friends over the internet, related to story writing.
Everything's so drastic. It feels as if *everything* has changed.
Maybe for better, maybe for worse, but I'm probably more content now.
Probably.
Anyway...I think that's really it.
Except that I'm becoming increasingly annoyed with the most "simple" of things.
I hate public transport
I hate the noise
I hate the chaos
It's probably selfish
But I want to be alone
I hate travel
And that's my post for the day, haha.
Hoping tomorrow I don't miss my bus.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
.....Sigh.
"Stay still."
I don't get it either, but Rose was running around, asking people to stay still for a bit.
Eventually, she told me I was a "7"
Whatever that means.
I'm assuming it's out of 10.
What kinda criteria is this?!
Anyway, chem's finally over. =S
At least it wasn't as painful as physics.
Hopefully didn't fail it.
Also, don't you just hate it when a friend who said wouldn't be able to talk to you for a week, sends you a blank email?
Yea, I do too. =S
Oh well. Time to do...................... Maths!
Hoping I don't fail the other assessments.
I don't get it either, but Rose was running around, asking people to stay still for a bit.
Eventually, she told me I was a "7"
Whatever that means.
I'm assuming it's out of 10.
What kinda criteria is this?!
Anyway, chem's finally over. =S
At least it wasn't as painful as physics.
Hopefully didn't fail it.
Also, don't you just hate it when a friend who said wouldn't be able to talk to you for a week, sends you a blank email?
Yea, I do too. =S
Oh well. Time to do...................... Maths!
Hoping I don't fail the other assessments.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
I'm so gonna fail chem.
"Not that I'm not gonna try"
I'm always underprepared, right? Hmm..
I don't know anymore.
Maybe I should just see what happens.
Printing, printing....
Maybe these paragraphs are rubbish.
Whaaaaatever. They can be rubbish for all I care.
Hoping I don't fail chem.
I'm always underprepared, right? Hmm..
I don't know anymore.
Maybe I should just see what happens.
Printing, printing....
Maybe these paragraphs are rubbish.
Whaaaaatever. They can be rubbish for all I care.
Hoping I don't fail chem.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Dramatique!
"Ok, whatever."
Very...eventful day.
Is it just me, or does it feel like I have less work than everyone else?
*Shrug*
I think I'll go record my smooth, awesome voice, riiight now.
=D
Hoping I don't stumble anywhere.
Very...eventful day.
Is it just me, or does it feel like I have less work than everyone else?
*Shrug*
I think I'll go record my smooth, awesome voice, riiight now.
=D
Hoping I don't stumble anywhere.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Hm, reports you say.
"Mediocrity...hm."
Yea, Kram, maybe I shouldn't compare with other people but...
Well, it doesn't make sense. People who get really high marks keep saying "Wow, you're smart" or something like that, and it just feels all too weird, because I don't have similar high marks.
It's a little awkward...hm.
Anyway, turns out that I'm going to be writing a few paragraphs including Freud's work, without the merest mention of Freud, Psychoanalytical Theory, or Cigars.
All in the name of proving teachers that I can do things that other people have failed to do.
Sheer determination!
Perseverance! +5 damage, splash can can hit air! (Oh wait. What does the ACTUAL item do? =S)
Hoping I don't fail any more assessments.
Yea, Kram, maybe I shouldn't compare with other people but...
Well, it doesn't make sense. People who get really high marks keep saying "Wow, you're smart" or something like that, and it just feels all too weird, because I don't have similar high marks.
It's a little awkward...hm.
Anyway, turns out that I'm going to be writing a few paragraphs including Freud's work, without the merest mention of Freud, Psychoanalytical Theory, or Cigars.
All in the name of proving teachers that I can do things that other people have failed to do.
Sheer determination!
Perseverance! +5 damage, splash can can hit air! (Oh wait. What does the ACTUAL item do? =S)
Hoping I don't fail any more assessments.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Limiter Removal
"It isn't static.."
A lesson from swimming instructor that nothing is set.
Hm.
Well. There's a tad bit of work to be done, huh?
Hm.
I wonder if she got my email.
I really miss her.
Anyway.
I have all these excellent ideas, for everything.
I wonder if I'll actually act on all of them.
Hoping I do.
A lesson from swimming instructor that nothing is set.
Hm.
Well. There's a tad bit of work to be done, huh?
Hm.
I wonder if she got my email.
I really miss her.
Anyway.
I have all these excellent ideas, for everything.
I wonder if I'll actually act on all of them.
Hoping I do.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Unbalance.
"Ok, it happened again..."
Because of English, I ended up doing table tennis for the week.
I miss ice skating. Sigh. So much more relaxing.
Anyway, this day, and yesterday reminded be of this song
It's really nice.
I promise I won't miss the next bus.
Apparently I use semi-colons wrong, too.
Whatever.
Tomorrow is swimming.
Quite a bit of work to do, huh.
Apparently, the current saying is that I'm some kind of Pimp, TARDIS, Blender mix.
=(
Oh and a Hermaphrodite "Multisexual"
Whatever that means.
Time to get working, huh.
Hoping I don't fail my assessments.
Because of English, I ended up doing table tennis for the week.
I miss ice skating. Sigh. So much more relaxing.
Anyway, this day, and yesterday reminded be of this song
It's really nice.
I promise I won't miss the next bus.
Apparently I use semi-colons wrong, too.
Whatever.
Tomorrow is swimming.
Quite a bit of work to do, huh.
Apparently, the current saying is that I'm some kind of Pimp, TARDIS, Blender mix.
=(
Oh and a Hermaphrodite "Multisexual"
Whatever that means.
Time to get working, huh.
Hoping I don't fail my assessments.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Rainy, Lonely, Balance day.
"So when are the jap people coming?" - Li
"...." - Me
Too many people in Shed = Unhappy me. Because it's far too chaotic and noisy. Now, you might say that the music that I always have on is "noisy", but it's certainly not chaotic.
Needless to say, the day has been one of balance.
Crap Physics Mark, balanced by a "marvelous" first paragraph for my essay. That is; I finally understand how to structure things right so it doesn't feel like it's jumping everywhere at once.
Japan Day's...chaos, balanced by the rain, and my personal...storm cloud?
That said, Lonely =/= "Emotionally compromised" Whatever the hell the latter means...
Aereas, Explain yourself!
"Feeling mixed emotions, conflicted. Often implies an inability to feel and express primary emotions (love, fear, anger) without dissonant conflicts brought in from earlier issues or experiences."
^ From Urban Dictionary. There's also a Star Trek movie thing...AEREAS!
...
And, and I'm so not ^.
Hmph.
Erm...
Yea.
I wrote a story yesterday, and realised that I could use it for my "dramatic reading", if I add in maybe 2 lines.
Winner is me? Haha.
Tomorrow is Wednesday huh...
Sounds fun.
And here's your link
A little bit about ^. It's a song about drinking beer all day long and all night. It's quite catchy though. As usual, I like the song. I'll see if I can find the metal song I was listening to a week ago, with awesome female vocals, and then, cuts to really baaaaaad male shout/screaming.
The way I see things:
If I get a shit mark, then it means I didn't put nearly enough effort in.
If the day feels bad/off/out of tempo, then it's my attitude, not the world.
Hoping...for anything, as usual. (Change is twosided. There is no such thing as a one-sided relationship.)
"...." - Me
Too many people in Shed = Unhappy me. Because it's far too chaotic and noisy. Now, you might say that the music that I always have on is "noisy", but it's certainly not chaotic.
Needless to say, the day has been one of balance.
Crap Physics Mark, balanced by a "marvelous" first paragraph for my essay. That is; I finally understand how to structure things right so it doesn't feel like it's jumping everywhere at once.
Japan Day's...chaos, balanced by the rain, and my personal...storm cloud?
That said, Lonely =/= "Emotionally compromised" Whatever the hell the latter means...
Aereas, Explain yourself!
"Feeling mixed emotions, conflicted. Often implies an inability to feel and express primary emotions (love, fear, anger) without dissonant conflicts brought in from earlier issues or experiences."
^ From Urban Dictionary. There's also a Star Trek movie thing...AEREAS!
...
And, and I'm so not ^.
Hmph.
Erm...
Yea.
I wrote a story yesterday, and realised that I could use it for my "dramatic reading", if I add in maybe 2 lines.
Winner is me? Haha.
Tomorrow is Wednesday huh...
Sounds fun.
And here's your link
A little bit about ^. It's a song about drinking beer all day long and all night. It's quite catchy though. As usual, I like the song. I'll see if I can find the metal song I was listening to a week ago, with awesome female vocals, and then, cuts to really baaaaaad male shout/screaming.
The way I see things:
If I get a shit mark, then it means I didn't put nearly enough effort in.
If the day feels bad/off/out of tempo, then it's my attitude, not the world.
Hoping...for anything, as usual. (Change is twosided. There is no such thing as a one-sided relationship.)
Monday, June 13, 2011
One has to wonder, huh.
"Water is the universal solvent."
This chem this sucks. Really.
Oh well.
It's doable.
Played some games today, it was still really boring. Wanted to talk to a few people but...
Anyway, I'll talk to them tomorrow.
Hoping they don't die or something.
This chem this sucks. Really.
Oh well.
It's doable.
Played some games today, it was still really boring. Wanted to talk to a few people but...
Anyway, I'll talk to them tomorrow.
Hoping they don't die or something.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Work work work and an extended weekend.
"Things get boring fast."
As usual, it's a lonely weekend, but that's to be expected, right?
Not that many people that are truly close to me, so, yes, that's how it should be.
In any case, I don't know how to edit this story, and furthermore, I need to re-write my practice essay asap. Oh...
Ok, today/tomorrow I'm going to rewrite that essay, and then see what teach thinks of it.
Peachy huh?
Peach Blossom...
Hanamatsuri?
Warabe Matsuri.
Hoping for a fun day tomorrow. Filled with work, no doubt.
As usual, it's a lonely weekend, but that's to be expected, right?
Not that many people that are truly close to me, so, yes, that's how it should be.
In any case, I don't know how to edit this story, and furthermore, I need to re-write my practice essay asap. Oh...
Ok, today/tomorrow I'm going to rewrite that essay, and then see what teach thinks of it.
Peachy huh?
Peach Blossom...
Hanamatsuri?
Warabe Matsuri.
Hoping for a fun day tomorrow. Filled with work, no doubt.
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