A story and a triptych

I think that's how ye spell it. But, i have not started the latter, though i have an idea and as for the story, i'm saving it for a time where i can publish it and still use it for something else without being labelled a fraud and get a 0. It's all very nerve-wracking and anyone who knows what i mean on this topic of fraud and forgery and my total disdain for detail sharing (Up to a certain extent) would know how much it pains me to not be able to show off my story and thus gain criticism and ideas for the next one. It's all very painful and if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't pretend you do, but also, don't ask me either. Sure i'm the source of it, but there's bound to be others who know who you can ask. (On second thoughts, ask me, but don't make a big deal about it.)

I might also make a story about the behavior of people. It would be hard and generalised, so i probably won't.

Upon reading someone else's writings, i have come to realise that paragraphing makes all the difference and that headings in an essay are stupid. Paragraphing breaks up the walls of text and the visual barrier that they are. It's more useful for someone like me who tends to be long-winded and is thinking about several things at once and trying to incorporate it into the general theme of said paragraph. Like, a paragraph about paragraphs and ciclical repetition. I think that's right.

Somehow this post is going to be sad and painful and i've already covered the painful bit. As for the sad bit, it's Obsoletion. I think that's a word too. But things going obsolete is very sad because it means that you need the "new shiny thingummies" and that your old one isn't good enough anymore. I can't say i'm utalitarian, (or is it utilitarian?) but i can say that there isn't much use buying something new unless you really need it, and need as in need, not want. A need like you're hungry. Ok maybe not hungry but..

Hoping you're not as sad or pained as i am at this time of writing.

Fear

Upon the topic of that game, it's apparently very cool and scary, and i'll probably never play it in my life because i just don't want to.

What brought about this topic to me, was when i was reading a certain comment about balloons and remembered that fear is a sort of expectation of what is going to happen. It may be utter delusion, but it's still an expectation and a big bang always means "bomb" to people. Always. I really don't think i'm wrong on this count, but i could be and thus, discussion is always recommended because i always get the last/first/some word. So it's fine by me anyway, so long as it doesn't degenerate into some kind of flame war on MY LAWN. It would just burn off all the grass and nice roses and whatnot, so please don't.

I really don't have much to write about but what i can think of in the space of a few seconds everyday and thus, i write about it on this page. Maybe i should turn it into a story or a book one day and people will be like, "Haha, there can't possibly a person like that!" Then i will shake my head and my fist at certain people while rolling in royalties from the royal family (Or not.) It could all be just a pipe dream, but it's a hobby and something to think about as i waste my time thinking about pipe dreams and the feasability of such dreams while i think about some Japanese dodgy drama and also what people will think of this uber long sentence and what my english teachers would think as well. Also what my parents would think. Gee, i hope it makes sense.

Wishing you...wishes? Can you wish for wishes? I do hope so.

In any case, until then.

AnD i will not post several times a day because it just means more posting rubbish on my half and less time spent on other hobbies and work(s).

Have fun.

For all the people

I am seriously at a loss for what to write for titles, but it doesn't really matter, because i don't need to spend a lot of time thinking up a title; titles are useless if the content is minimal/badly thought up.

And obviously i don't think of bad content. In fact, there may be a program to work around a certain filter i know, but no specifics so don't slam me for mentioning it. In any case, this "tidbit" ("titbit"?) or information comes from a friend who has a brother with an attitude and i know both of them. I don't know if you know, and i hope you don't so lets leave it at that.

Upon the subject of the word "I" i use "I" a lot because this is obviously all about me. If it weren't, then who is it about. So, i may be egocentric, but if i weren't, then who would i be? (Obviously NOT egocentric. Duh?)

I have just found out that i don't like balloons very much. Probably because i have to blow one up for every birthday for everyone i'm related to. (Somehow.) The "bang" is fine, it's just temporary and a little bit frightening because it's sudden and usually unexpected, but you'll get over it.

Another thing i am reminded of is the use of 2nd person in our generation's speech. "It's like they're trying to detatch themselves from themselves". It's when you relate your experiences, but in a rhetoric and the person you're telling the story to is the actual "hero". It's sometimes unnerving and weird. I don't really like it when i'm looking for it, but otherwise don't really care because i know that i do that, anyway.

Also is the use of "we" and "they". It just gives that "mob mentality" and makes the teller seem powerless. Listen, if this is the only thing you'll remember about me. (Maybe you'll just forget me, i don't know.) You're not powerless, you just need to start acting with assertion and responsibility. You're as powerful as you think you are and that is; very powerful. So without bragging and power shows, know that you are a very powerful individual.

Wishing you more inspiriration than i can find.

And so it resumes?

I don't quite know anymore. I still do believe that "love" is "such a strong word". Or maybe that's "super" and "death". In any case, it's all powerful and gets you places like "thank you" and "please". It's all very intriguing how words have such power. Forget killwords, "please" and "thank you" all the way!

Still doesn't mean that i like how it's all geared up, especially how people sometimes take it for granted and thus act arrogantly and snobbish when you don't or forget to say them. It's utter fallacy and folly. Stupid!

In any case, it's late and while i don't have much to do, (well, maybe i do but you're not going to know what.) I am not dashing about and neither am i writing anything which is boring (Oh, but of course).

So have a earlier start than me and this next quote is weird:

"Early to bed, early to rise makes a (wo)man stupid and blind in the eyes"

Saw it in a book as i peeked over the shoulder of someone, i don't know who.

So go to bed early.

Wishing you a night of sleep.

Welcome back!

Hello and welcome back! I would hope that i'm interesting enough to not make you fall asleep as you listen to that Mozart, but sometimes it can't be helped.

I'm not inherently funny or anything, but i have just found out that i'm inherently dominant. Well, not found out, seeing as i knew it all along (sort of). But more of "Oh it's now on a piece of electronic white paper. (Just like Ultra-Shocking Pink!) Which leads to all sorts of problems and me wanting to say sorry to everyone, but in particular 3 or so. So..I'm sorry. (I also refuse to write anything sensationalist or controversial. Sorry.)

Upon the subject of the power of "sorry", "please", and "thank you", they are the most powerful words in the English language that i know besides "death", "dead", "fuck" and "love". Maybe i'm just too polite. The piece of paper that i have says so. And maybe i am. But it sure is fun. ("How do i look?" "Dashing!")

Maybe you don't understand me, and i hope you don't. Because that takes the fun out of it all, and life is about fun. "All animals besides (Wo)Man know that the meaning of life is to have fun" Indeed. The piece of paper that i have is one of the best pieces i have had in a long time. It tells me i like hectic enviroments and that's true. Funny story that...But too much about me and you'll forget everything else.

Have fun.

Wishing you the most fun you'll ever have in your life. (I would hope that it's surpassable, because when things are surpassed, everything is better.)

Hiya!

I'm back. And so it would seem, there still isn't much to talk about but so much to be done. There's an artwork i have to complete in 3 months, a report to complete in 1 month and a story to complete, whenever.

It's all very engaging and interesting and nice, but maybe you have something good to do? When (Oh, yea, it WILL happen) i get a high paying job (Medical/Dental) i might get bored, but i'll have my hobbies. Or so say my parents. And they're the best.

So have a hobby and have a nicer life than mine.

Wishing you all that.