"One sheet of notes."
Yea, I should be doing that one sheet of notes.
Ah, maybe a little later. Like, tomorrow.
Today, did a lot of math, and bought a lot of books.
Let's just call it a day, for now.
Hoping the question will be fairly generic.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
All for you...
"Weekends!"
Yay...
Well, I'm behind with NQE stuff.
Maybe I should talk to a few people, and get motivated to do it.
But maybe not this week.
English essay, tutor's hw, gaming.
Y'now, standard stuff.
Hoping we all pull through, huh?
Yay...
Well, I'm behind with NQE stuff.
Maybe I should talk to a few people, and get motivated to do it.
But maybe not this week.
English essay, tutor's hw, gaming.
Y'now, standard stuff.
Hoping we all pull through, huh?
Thursday, June 23, 2011
So very busy....
"I'm not.... [insert name here]"
Anyway, rack em up!
1) Maths Exam
2) Math HW (Tutor)
3) English Essay
4) Poetry
5) Math 2U
6) Chem Prac Writeup
7) Bio Prac Writeup
and it goes on and on.
Better get started, eh?
Hoping I don't faint or something tomorrow.
Anyway, rack em up!
1) Maths Exam
2) Math HW (Tutor)
3) English Essay
4) Poetry
5) Math 2U
6) Chem Prac Writeup
7) Bio Prac Writeup
and it goes on and on.
Better get started, eh?
Hoping I don't faint or something tomorrow.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
It seems as if things are getting...slower.
"What to do, what to do..."
I'm incredibly tired, and it's probably from ice skating, but whatever.
It was fun enough.
Gotta do bio, english, and....extra work.
Seems like there's not TOO much work right now.
Maybe some more maths. But all I'm doing is the 2U past papers, so no biggie.
Hoping I don't pass out or something.
I'm incredibly tired, and it's probably from ice skating, but whatever.
It was fun enough.
Gotta do bio, english, and....extra work.
Seems like there's not TOO much work right now.
Maybe some more maths. But all I'm doing is the 2U past papers, so no biggie.
Hoping I don't pass out or something.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
It's saddening, brooding, melancholic, maddening, psychopathic...
"AAA Week!"
I remember last year's AAA week. Do you remember?
Do you remember the badges they gave out for silence?
Do you remember people having a good laugh, and not actually taking the time to think about their actions?
Do you remember people thinking it was all fun and games, not that there were any implications?
Education. Anti-X.
None of it made a difference. People don't care, even to this day.
Why didn't they have Ageism? Why? It applies far more to this school than anti-homophobia ever will. Or even Sexism.
The -isms of this world are razors. All they need is for someone to wield them, to destroy.
As it is, people don't care. If you don't have people who care, then all the good intentions will just go away.
(I never though I would be writing a post like this, considering how content I am/have been. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm really unhappy.
Or maybe, the changes really are too drastic. Or maybe I'm just feeling a little lonely. Maybe it's this song. It's absolutely beautiful. Love the vocals..)
AAA? Sunny, with small clouds, and a forecast for failure.
(Maybe it's because of Nip/Tuck. Maybe, it's because, I'm thinking a lot, when I should be doing bio, and chem. But I don't care. They can be done at any time. My ruminations, moods and thoughts are far more important and variable.)
Last year there was a harmony day. This year there is a "mini-harmony day". What a joke.
They don't even have orange. They expect people to come in culturally accurate costumes. No-one will comply. No-one CARES.
Some might come in it for the fun of it. Others in uniform. Others still, in any random mufti. Others still will be incredibly embarrassed, but flushed with excitement in their "costumes".
It sounds fun, for sure, but no-one cares about the overall message. (If I had a conic straw hat, I could bring in a bamboo pole, and I'd be your traditional Viet farmer.)
Last week I mentioned to Candid Friend about where all the nice people in society come from. And I thought it wasn't from other schools. Turns out I'm wrong. Turns out, it's not from *our* school.
Call it conceitedness. Call it arrogance. I don't care. People here don't care about others.
It's saddening.
"No man is an island". Bull. Look around. Open your eyes. Donne, see for yourself what the future is like. See what people have become.
Everything has changed, hasn't it?
(Ok, it's probably the song. But I LOVE IT.)
See for yourself, that people don't care, a world where racism, and discrimination is just lurking below the surface, unconscious, and strikes out when you're not paying attention.
Am I angry? Most certainly.
Will I do anything drastic? Most certainly not.
But, for the people promoting this day, don't do a half assed job of it. Calling things "mini-X-day" doesn't cut it. Nor does having people dress up in "traditional clothing".
Main point of ICT presentation: "It is the similarities between cultures that sparks racism. Much like how one is repulsed by one's own distorted recording, people are repulsed by similarities, but differences in cultures. (Kram, thank you for that last line, or part thereof.)"
"It was an important conversation" - Kimihiro Watanuki, xxxHolic
Perhaps, people will tell me "No Neku! You're wrong! Resist those emo urges!"
And I'll just sit here.
And watch.
And sigh.
What have we done?
Hoping AAA week won't be a dud. (What a false hope that shall turn out to be.)
PS. I have a poem to write. I think I found my inspiration. Thank you, all of you.
PPS. I love writing posts like this. It's so much fun. Really.
I remember last year's AAA week. Do you remember?
Do you remember the badges they gave out for silence?
Do you remember people having a good laugh, and not actually taking the time to think about their actions?
Do you remember people thinking it was all fun and games, not that there were any implications?
Education. Anti-X.
None of it made a difference. People don't care, even to this day.
Why didn't they have Ageism? Why? It applies far more to this school than anti-homophobia ever will. Or even Sexism.
The -isms of this world are razors. All they need is for someone to wield them, to destroy.
As it is, people don't care. If you don't have people who care, then all the good intentions will just go away.
(I never though I would be writing a post like this, considering how content I am/have been. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm really unhappy.
Or maybe, the changes really are too drastic. Or maybe I'm just feeling a little lonely. Maybe it's this song. It's absolutely beautiful. Love the vocals..)
AAA? Sunny, with small clouds, and a forecast for failure.
(Maybe it's because of Nip/Tuck. Maybe, it's because, I'm thinking a lot, when I should be doing bio, and chem. But I don't care. They can be done at any time. My ruminations, moods and thoughts are far more important and variable.)
Last year there was a harmony day. This year there is a "mini-harmony day". What a joke.
They don't even have orange. They expect people to come in culturally accurate costumes. No-one will comply. No-one CARES.
Some might come in it for the fun of it. Others in uniform. Others still, in any random mufti. Others still will be incredibly embarrassed, but flushed with excitement in their "costumes".
It sounds fun, for sure, but no-one cares about the overall message. (If I had a conic straw hat, I could bring in a bamboo pole, and I'd be your traditional Viet farmer.)
Last week I mentioned to Candid Friend about where all the nice people in society come from. And I thought it wasn't from other schools. Turns out I'm wrong. Turns out, it's not from *our* school.
Call it conceitedness. Call it arrogance. I don't care. People here don't care about others.
It's saddening.
"No man is an island". Bull. Look around. Open your eyes. Donne, see for yourself what the future is like. See what people have become.
Everything has changed, hasn't it?
(Ok, it's probably the song. But I LOVE IT.)
See for yourself, that people don't care, a world where racism, and discrimination is just lurking below the surface, unconscious, and strikes out when you're not paying attention.
Am I angry? Most certainly.
Will I do anything drastic? Most certainly not.
But, for the people promoting this day, don't do a half assed job of it. Calling things "mini-X-day" doesn't cut it. Nor does having people dress up in "traditional clothing".
Main point of ICT presentation: "It is the similarities between cultures that sparks racism. Much like how one is repulsed by one's own distorted recording, people are repulsed by similarities, but differences in cultures. (Kram, thank you for that last line, or part thereof.)"
"It was an important conversation" - Kimihiro Watanuki, xxxHolic
Perhaps, people will tell me "No Neku! You're wrong! Resist those emo urges!"
And I'll just sit here.
And watch.
And sigh.
What have we done?
Hoping AAA week won't be a dud. (What a false hope that shall turn out to be.)
PS. I have a poem to write. I think I found my inspiration. Thank you, all of you.
PPS. I love writing posts like this. It's so much fun. Really.
Change, whatever shall be next?
"Butterflies are a symbol of change" - Obaa-chan, xxxHolic
Remember when people said to me, "your blog entry titles are poetic"?
I just did.
Anyway, I was plotting out a cause and effect relationship map about how I got "here" with a few more friends, and arguably more content.
Turns out that this is probably due to the breakup.
break => cherry tree after reading a fanmade manga => writing more, doing more english => talking to teacher => eventually gets the idea of study partners => starts talking with Rose => makes more friends over the internet, related to story writing.
Everything's so drastic. It feels as if *everything* has changed.
Maybe for better, maybe for worse, but I'm probably more content now.
Probably.
Anyway...I think that's really it.
Except that I'm becoming increasingly annoyed with the most "simple" of things.
I hate public transport
I hate the noise
I hate the chaos
It's probably selfish
But I want to be alone
I hate travel
And that's my post for the day, haha.
Hoping tomorrow I don't miss my bus.
Remember when people said to me, "your blog entry titles are poetic"?
I just did.
Anyway, I was plotting out a cause and effect relationship map about how I got "here" with a few more friends, and arguably more content.
Turns out that this is probably due to the breakup.
break => cherry tree after reading a fanmade manga => writing more, doing more english => talking to teacher => eventually gets the idea of study partners => starts talking with Rose => makes more friends over the internet, related to story writing.
Everything's so drastic. It feels as if *everything* has changed.
Maybe for better, maybe for worse, but I'm probably more content now.
Probably.
Anyway...I think that's really it.
Except that I'm becoming increasingly annoyed with the most "simple" of things.
I hate public transport
I hate the noise
I hate the chaos
It's probably selfish
But I want to be alone
I hate travel
And that's my post for the day, haha.
Hoping tomorrow I don't miss my bus.
Monday, June 20, 2011
.....Sigh.
"Stay still."
I don't get it either, but Rose was running around, asking people to stay still for a bit.
Eventually, she told me I was a "7"
Whatever that means.
I'm assuming it's out of 10.
What kinda criteria is this?!
Anyway, chem's finally over. =S
At least it wasn't as painful as physics.
Hopefully didn't fail it.
Also, don't you just hate it when a friend who said wouldn't be able to talk to you for a week, sends you a blank email?
Yea, I do too. =S
Oh well. Time to do...................... Maths!
Hoping I don't fail the other assessments.
I don't get it either, but Rose was running around, asking people to stay still for a bit.
Eventually, she told me I was a "7"
Whatever that means.
I'm assuming it's out of 10.
What kinda criteria is this?!
Anyway, chem's finally over. =S
At least it wasn't as painful as physics.
Hopefully didn't fail it.
Also, don't you just hate it when a friend who said wouldn't be able to talk to you for a week, sends you a blank email?
Yea, I do too. =S
Oh well. Time to do...................... Maths!
Hoping I don't fail the other assessments.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
I'm so gonna fail chem.
"Not that I'm not gonna try"
I'm always underprepared, right? Hmm..
I don't know anymore.
Maybe I should just see what happens.
Printing, printing....
Maybe these paragraphs are rubbish.
Whaaaaatever. They can be rubbish for all I care.
Hoping I don't fail chem.
I'm always underprepared, right? Hmm..
I don't know anymore.
Maybe I should just see what happens.
Printing, printing....
Maybe these paragraphs are rubbish.
Whaaaaatever. They can be rubbish for all I care.
Hoping I don't fail chem.
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