Nothing much until the yearlies, right?

"3-4-2-?"

I really don't have much to say except that I should stop biting my fingernails, and that I hope you guys had fun at spring fling.

Hoping I find some kinda remedy for this painful finger...

Misgivings and missing.

"Maybe as per normal?"

I...have no idea what to say. Except that I need to work on...

Othello Essay, and Maths, and whatnot.

There's so much work to do.

I'll leave you to it, eh?

Hoping I get it all done~

Couldn't get any worse?

"F.M.L.?"

What do you do when you've been denied access to talking to a friend?

Yea. I don't know either.

Hoping for the best.

Swimming, and grief (ing?)

"Why me?!"

Few things first:

I suck at swimming. Bigtime. =(
Fins are really really fun. Honestly. They're fun.
I suck at swimming. T_T

Anyway, moving on.

Teach is back for English Adv, after being away for like, a month. Now we can learn about Othello! Just kidding, I need to get that essay done.

Buffer week is soooo soon...=/

I feel like origami, but I can't see to...hm.

Anyway, physics assignment needs doing.

LoL Day. Flop? Good? Who knows...

As always, I was the bad, antisocial boy who doesn't care about all these things.

Oh. Still kinda upset for people treating me like a kid. *pout* I'm not a kid!

Change

No, it's not like the silver coins that you get back (or don't) from vending machines.

No, it's not when you take off your clothes, and put new ones on.

Change is irreversible, and inevitable.

What does that mean?

Well, it's a bit like those people who keep saying "He who hesitates is lost!" and "Time and tide wait for no man!"

Though, I really doubt they actually believe what they say...unless it's that Captain, who I shall call Captain Murasa, from Lemony Snicket's Series of Very Super Happy Events.

All Hail.

So I propose a new theory.

1) Every time you observe something/someone, it has affected your life, and you have affected it.
2) Even if you forget about it, and/or vice versa, you've still affected it/you're affected.
3) The reality of which things exist, is only limited really, to your imagination.
4) Thus, if you imagine that the entire world is right in front of you/around you, then you have affected it, and it has affected you.
5) This is a forward reaction, with a variable end point.
6) As such, it is irreversible.
7) As humans require stimuli, it is inevitable that change comes about.

"But Neku, you antisocial kid!" You cry. "What does this have to do with anything?!"

"Hey look buddy. I'm an Engineer. That means I solve problems. ...problems... of philosophy..."

What I really mean is that you can't ever go back to what you were like 5 minutes, 5 days, 5 weeks, 5 months ago.

It. Is. Impossible.

Even if "Nothing has changed", you have, and your surroundings have.

And let's just relate this to grief, just for kicks, and to keep Aereas satisfied that I've talked about death, death, and flowers.

You can sit there, and feel bad. That's fine.

Just know that it affects us, and we affect you.

It's a main reason why I don't like showing people I'm grieving, but that's just how it is.

"If you hate your world, want to destroy it, burn it. Then change it.
If you can't do that, then.
Change your attitude."

Sometimes, I feel so helpless. And I'm sorry.

That I can't do more. That I'm just so distant. That I say I care, but I can't show it.

I just hope you don't take it the wrong way.

Hoping the world's problems will resolve itself. One. Conversation. At. A. Time.

Fishy!~

"Flip flop flap."

Few things.

1. Bio Home Research Thing, 100%, 12/12 =D

2. Bought training fins, so...apparently they're meant to make my leg muscles tank when you swim lots in them. Sounds alright, I guess. From the looks of things, I think I'll try not to give up swimming unless I *really* have to. It's actually quite fun.

Sorta.

*Shrug*

3. Have you guys realised the amount of work we need to do for the yearlies and whatnot?

It's a lot.

Oh, and the weightings are higher?

Also, remember year 6 camp, JM? I do.

Mr. Holling's...[insert object here]

Also, also. Problems of philosophy:

Ok, so I was talking with the Old Black Ram, and well. He doesn't really seem to understand what I mean when I say that "Change is inevitable, and irreversible."

He thinks that I don't understand, or don't know.

He really does treat me like a little kid sometimes.

If someone doesn't understand, why don't you take the time to teach them? Or tell them?

And if you don't understand, then shut up and listen.

Is that easy?

I think so.

Hoping you guys all do well. I'm also Moor or less done for English Ext. Now need to work on a few other little bits, but otherwise...

Stylishly crazy.

"You're gonna hate me...XD"

So...

I only found out today that there's a reflection statement attached to Ext Eng.

And yesterday, that physics assignment is due friday.

I think I should do physics today then.

As for spirit week...well...

It's kinda a meh for me.

What's not a meh, is the oranges that they were distributing. I mean come on, think of the bacteria!

Maybe just me, but I take enough risk already; don't need risk of food poisoning. Also, oranges...I like mine peeled, not...whatever/however they did it.

*shrug* I'm too picky.

Capped, and living under a rock, so sorry Kael, missed the coverage of you (Hey, look, you're famous! Sorta.) and well...Yea.

Also, I'm not really "with it" in terms of SC and whatnot.

What else..

Nothing really.

Time to link to some BGM.

Hoping you like rocky-type stuff. Also, Nuclear fusion is soooooooooo cool.

Perdition Crisis.

"1,2,3,4 couples."

Faggot - Bundle of Sticks?

Perhaps, perhaps.

Either way, I hope you guys had immense fun at USYD and whatnot. I hear there were some ISS staffies, no less.

*shrug* And now, it's back to work and whatnot...

Ah, well.

Still really jelly of all those people who *can* do something, but won't.

I guess you know who you are. I'm quite sorry that I seem maybe too forward in my ideas, but really, if we're doing an entire on miscommunication, misinformation, and its effects on two people's lives, I'm sure some of you could at least put it to practices.

"Mere prattle without practice"

And in the end, nothing really changes, and maybe it's because I've spent a lot of time writing the Othello essay that I feel a little like Iago.

>=S

It's a strange feeling.

Anyway, you know who you are.

Hoping it all resolves. LIFO. Last In, First Out~