It's wrong, fine. But i don't understand why it's happened or whether it will blow over, or perhaps it is because i have done something. It's weird, but i suppose i just haven't noticed it till now and that it's been going on for a week or so. It's very odd. Time to investigate!
It's odd and very confusing and i'm not sure what to do. Also, i might just be over-reacting, and maybe i should see if others agree. Maybe a different time.
Started AAA sketches, but i'm not sure whether to use color. Whenever i try to draw with color it just tends to look like a warped rainbow on paper. All the time. It's maddening. Though i want to use color to highlight bits, i'm not sure if i should because color is a lot harder to rub out than pacer/pencil is.
Ah well, choices, choices.
Hoping you think up of ideas on your own.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
Lo and Behold!
AAA! Ok, first off, it's kind of a joke, to myself because i'm probably not going to take the official day seriously because, well i dunno. Maybe i'm just laughing at the nice name it has. Now the second point of AAA is that i might just bring some batteries of the same class (The thief fingers your pockets!). The third point is that nifty $500 dollars (potentially, like those potentiometers) and the acronym that goes with it. Hope someone understands now.
On a different topic (which is on that stupid show, Today/Tonight), can't they get arrested, convicted/sued for tresspass? I mean, come on, it makes me angry that they can barge into someone's home, ask them snide and impolite questions and then tresspass, all with a camera. Fine, the guy is a (potential) mass-murderer, (Some dude called Dirty Larry) but that does not give you the right to barge into someone's home on the premises of "reporting". Y'now, one of these days, i'm going to find out where that darned woman reporter lives, bring a video camcorder and a microphone and tresspass, ask snide questions and all the while calling it "reporting on dodgy reporters". OBVIOUSLY, i'm not able to be legally sued, because i have the camcorder. "Uh, you're tresspassing." "No, i'm not, i've got a camcorder". And i'm sure the law works like that, because that show is just so accurate (of course.).
Hoping you will join me in my "tresspass" with a camcorder. (Best shield/defence ever)
On a different topic (which is on that stupid show, Today/Tonight), can't they get arrested, convicted/sued for tresspass? I mean, come on, it makes me angry that they can barge into someone's home, ask them snide and impolite questions and then tresspass, all with a camera. Fine, the guy is a (potential) mass-murderer, (Some dude called Dirty Larry) but that does not give you the right to barge into someone's home on the premises of "reporting". Y'now, one of these days, i'm going to find out where that darned woman reporter lives, bring a video camcorder and a microphone and tresspass, ask snide questions and all the while calling it "reporting on dodgy reporters". OBVIOUSLY, i'm not able to be legally sued, because i have the camcorder. "Uh, you're tresspassing." "No, i'm not, i've got a camcorder". And i'm sure the law works like that, because that show is just so accurate (of course.).
Hoping you will join me in my "tresspass" with a camcorder. (Best shield/defence ever)
Thursday, May 6, 2010
It is all very interesting how things play out.
Especially influence. Oh boy, it is certainly interesting how things influence others, kind of like conservation of mass and momentum. And did i mention that i have some kind of exam, 2 in fact, tommorow? It is all very interesting.
Now i have marked very symbolically when something comes up which i hate and currently I have 5 marks. I can only remember what 3 of them are. Hmm...
And i have finally made some progress with that AAA thingummy which i should get around to doing because i oinly have 2 months left, and what does it matter, it is ONLY $500 (potentially, like that ceiling raising..hmm..Raise the Roof?)
Although i do wish that we did not have that stupid first two portions of the three portion exam. It was weird and somewhat easy, but i doubt i'll be getting that magic number, rather falling short and that's how it should be. Ah well, such is life.
Hoping that life isn't as cruel to you. In fact, it's quite good (most of the time)
Now i have marked very symbolically when something comes up which i hate and currently I have 5 marks. I can only remember what 3 of them are. Hmm...
And i have finally made some progress with that AAA thingummy which i should get around to doing because i oinly have 2 months left, and what does it matter, it is ONLY $500 (potentially, like that ceiling raising..hmm..Raise the Roof?)
Although i do wish that we did not have that stupid first two portions of the three portion exam. It was weird and somewhat easy, but i doubt i'll be getting that magic number, rather falling short and that's how it should be. Ah well, such is life.
Hoping that life isn't as cruel to you. In fact, it's quite good (most of the time)
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Rushing for time.
Time rushing isn't quite so fun
Not when you're losing a lot of fun
And thus, at the end of the day
You should not be time rushing
Because it makes people sad.
Hoping you would not notice.
Not when you're losing a lot of fun
And thus, at the end of the day
You should not be time rushing
Because it makes people sad.
Hoping you would not notice.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Sitting in a corner is never a good thing
But i do it a lot anyway. And inspiration also comes from different places. Sometimes it is from a big event, others, it is just the realisation that i am really late and that i should not bake a cake as the oven will probably be left outside and the cat set on fire.
Other times, it is the realisation that a big event is actually coming up and that i am completely and absolutely unprepared. It is all very hectic, but that is how things generally are, and i guess you just go with the flow after a while.
It all makes me think of what i am going to do a few years from now, or even a few minutes from now because of some other thing and comtemplating the usefulness of a course of action. While sitting in a corner. It all means that i get to gauge people's reactions to certain things and thus make up a story in my head so i can write about it later, albeit, with different names and all that.
I remember reading a newspaper once and it featured an article on the very controversial MySchool website. Now i hate that site with a passion because it is completely unfair. People who have no idea where schools are and view this site think, "Hey this school (which is rural) is not nearly as good as this school (which is a selective high in NSW)" and thus makes it all unfair and puts more pressure on the teachers. It is made even worse with Julia Gillard wanting to use parents as "strike breakers". And what happens if a fight starts with these parents as carers? Legal ramifications up to the Seventh Circle, that's what. Even worse is this insensitive "grown-up" who said "Teachers don't want the results posted on the MySchool website because it means they have to work harder". Clearly this person has been living under a boulder for the past decade, what with all those televised strikes and all! Besides missing the actual point of the protests, which is shaming schools who do worse because the students do not wish to do better instead of the teacher's lack of passion for their work, why should they work harder for the same crappy pay they get now?
Hoping you don't meet too many insensitive cowards throughout your life.
Other times, it is the realisation that a big event is actually coming up and that i am completely and absolutely unprepared. It is all very hectic, but that is how things generally are, and i guess you just go with the flow after a while.
It all makes me think of what i am going to do a few years from now, or even a few minutes from now because of some other thing and comtemplating the usefulness of a course of action. While sitting in a corner. It all means that i get to gauge people's reactions to certain things and thus make up a story in my head so i can write about it later, albeit, with different names and all that.
I remember reading a newspaper once and it featured an article on the very controversial MySchool website. Now i hate that site with a passion because it is completely unfair. People who have no idea where schools are and view this site think, "Hey this school (which is rural) is not nearly as good as this school (which is a selective high in NSW)" and thus makes it all unfair and puts more pressure on the teachers. It is made even worse with Julia Gillard wanting to use parents as "strike breakers". And what happens if a fight starts with these parents as carers? Legal ramifications up to the Seventh Circle, that's what. Even worse is this insensitive "grown-up" who said "Teachers don't want the results posted on the MySchool website because it means they have to work harder". Clearly this person has been living under a boulder for the past decade, what with all those televised strikes and all! Besides missing the actual point of the protests, which is shaming schools who do worse because the students do not wish to do better instead of the teacher's lack of passion for their work, why should they work harder for the same crappy pay they get now?
Hoping you don't meet too many insensitive cowards throughout your life.
Monday, May 3, 2010
To clarify.
My apologies for the last post. To clarify:
1.No, I did not shoot someone in this so called "Reno"
2.I know what the phrase "5 finger discount" means, i was just musing on the musability (?) of the origins of the word
3.My Life
I have also come to realise that i am pretty polite and i will probably stay that way. Oh well. (Be Polite!)
And i figure that if you ever have one shot at something, you should milk it for all it has got and to be very careful. Sometimes those ideals clash and certainly, to me, they do. A lot of the time i am sitting in the corner just wondering what i should do and if it would be rude.
At the same time i do not like (maybe hate) people who believe that a very high level of respect (family/very close friends level) is "common courtesy" to them. It just seems to me that they refuse to respect others and their need for a sense of bonding first to that person in order to trust them. Trust takes a loooooot of time. It makes me angry to think that they can get away with it because they are in a higher social status, but thus is democracy in a democratic country.
I have also come to realise that i should fight more for what i want. This realisation came from watching someone else and it made me think about myself.
Wow. When i grow old(er) i will have some neat stories to tell. Cool.
Hoping you find some neat things to tell people.
1.No, I did not shoot someone in this so called "Reno"
2.I know what the phrase "5 finger discount" means, i was just musing on the musability (?) of the origins of the word
3.My Life
I have also come to realise that i am pretty polite and i will probably stay that way. Oh well. (Be Polite!)
And i figure that if you ever have one shot at something, you should milk it for all it has got and to be very careful. Sometimes those ideals clash and certainly, to me, they do. A lot of the time i am sitting in the corner just wondering what i should do and if it would be rude.
At the same time i do not like (maybe hate) people who believe that a very high level of respect (family/very close friends level) is "common courtesy" to them. It just seems to me that they refuse to respect others and their need for a sense of bonding first to that person in order to trust them. Trust takes a loooooot of time. It makes me angry to think that they can get away with it because they are in a higher social status, but thus is democracy in a democratic country.
I have also come to realise that i should fight more for what i want. This realisation came from watching someone else and it made me think about myself.
Wow. When i grow old(er) i will have some neat stories to tell. Cool.
Hoping you find some neat things to tell people.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
I apologise
Sorry i could not write yesterday, did not have any time because of various matters including a haircut and some aquisitions.
And are not i entitled to being sad or regretful and not sharing the details? It does not matter what i have done and you should probably consider yourself special if you do know the details but there is something that i have done a few years back that still makes me sad, not for me, but for the people around me and i do not think that anyone will know as yet. (No, no clues.)
In any case, i have also decided to write down my fears somewhere so i can laugh nervously at them at a later date. I know it sounds silly, and it probably is, but oh well. I already have a few in mind, and it is not the usual ones, from what i can see. Spiders, snakes, fine, but everyone is entitled to trying to stay alive for as long as possible without any life-scarring incidents with life-scarring toxins and animals.
In a bid to make these posts longer, i have decided to spend a little more time on them than i have earlier this week. Perhaps...
And i have yet to start on that AAA thingy. Perhaps i will also bring some of those batteries to the offical day which is coming up soon, but not many people heed because they refuse to be kinder to people. Just yesterday i was discussing the merits of different suburbs and one of the arguements was, which suburb has more polite people. The thing is that, everywhere there are insensitive and impolite drunkards who refuse to acknowledge anyone's prescence be it they are a giant in a teapot (some teapot!) or someone with thermoptic camo (this is not harry potter y'now). They are just insensitive bastards which demand the hardest hardships you can throw at them (including a bin and perhaps a dreadnought).
Funny what you remember after reading some literature and listening to a lecture.
And i like the phrase "five finger discount". Hehe. It is so funny! Though i wonder how it really came around into being. 5 noughts off? I would not know.
Hoping you find a phrase you like. A lot.
And are not i entitled to being sad or regretful and not sharing the details? It does not matter what i have done and you should probably consider yourself special if you do know the details but there is something that i have done a few years back that still makes me sad, not for me, but for the people around me and i do not think that anyone will know as yet. (No, no clues.)
In any case, i have also decided to write down my fears somewhere so i can laugh nervously at them at a later date. I know it sounds silly, and it probably is, but oh well. I already have a few in mind, and it is not the usual ones, from what i can see. Spiders, snakes, fine, but everyone is entitled to trying to stay alive for as long as possible without any life-scarring incidents with life-scarring toxins and animals.
In a bid to make these posts longer, i have decided to spend a little more time on them than i have earlier this week. Perhaps...
And i have yet to start on that AAA thingy. Perhaps i will also bring some of those batteries to the offical day which is coming up soon, but not many people heed because they refuse to be kinder to people. Just yesterday i was discussing the merits of different suburbs and one of the arguements was, which suburb has more polite people. The thing is that, everywhere there are insensitive and impolite drunkards who refuse to acknowledge anyone's prescence be it they are a giant in a teapot (some teapot!) or someone with thermoptic camo (this is not harry potter y'now). They are just insensitive bastards which demand the hardest hardships you can throw at them (including a bin and perhaps a dreadnought).
Funny what you remember after reading some literature and listening to a lecture.
And i like the phrase "five finger discount". Hehe. It is so funny! Though i wonder how it really came around into being. 5 noughts off? I would not know.
Hoping you find a phrase you like. A lot.
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