Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Dreams, Jealousy, New Foliage

"ATARs released 20th Dec"

It's nice and all to have HSC results, but where is the ATAR D:

I hope you guys did pretty well, I think I did pretty well until my parents decided they needed to have a look and shoot me down for it.

I don't care - I'm moving out ASAP.

I might change my mind after getting 2 jobs, but at this moment, I really just want  to not live here anymore.

It might be fine for someone else, but I guess my needs are different.

I don't really feel comfortable talking with my parents about 'anything'.

I guess the frustration shows, but I don't want to bother them, and it takes too much time to explain every single thing that's built up over god knows how long.

Maybe it's like layers of grime building and building. It's not really like rust because rust is more of a 'digging' force. You know, rust opens up more iron for more rust, etc. etc.

 I guess there's also driving to be learned but...

Driving's not really something I need at the moment - I'm happy enough to use trains.

Buses suck though.

I think it's another part of my parents' secret plan for me to get a girlfriend and probably married.

But then why are they wanting me to get braces now when my teeth haven't changed in years?

Sometimes I think they're not comfortable talking to me about things, but then why should they expect a superhuman level of initiative if they won't tell me when we're going out for something unless it's 1 hour beforehand.

And then they tell me not to leave things last minute.

I'm going to go do something else.

Hoping you guys had good results :o