Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Dreams, Jealousy, New Foliage

"ATARs released 20th Dec"

It's nice and all to have HSC results, but where is the ATAR D:

I hope you guys did pretty well, I think I did pretty well until my parents decided they needed to have a look and shoot me down for it.

I don't care - I'm moving out ASAP.

I might change my mind after getting 2 jobs, but at this moment, I really just want  to not live here anymore.

It might be fine for someone else, but I guess my needs are different.

I don't really feel comfortable talking with my parents about 'anything'.

I guess the frustration shows, but I don't want to bother them, and it takes too much time to explain every single thing that's built up over god knows how long.

Maybe it's like layers of grime building and building. It's not really like rust because rust is more of a 'digging' force. You know, rust opens up more iron for more rust, etc. etc.

 I guess there's also driving to be learned but...

Driving's not really something I need at the moment - I'm happy enough to use trains.

Buses suck though.

I think it's another part of my parents' secret plan for me to get a girlfriend and probably married.

But then why are they wanting me to get braces now when my teeth haven't changed in years?

Sometimes I think they're not comfortable talking to me about things, but then why should they expect a superhuman level of initiative if they won't tell me when we're going out for something unless it's 1 hour beforehand.

And then they tell me not to leave things last minute.

I'm going to go do something else.

Hoping you guys had good results :o

Friday, December 14, 2012

Dusting off, however hard

"Who is Anne Frank?"

I wonder if anyone else knows.

I suppose people may be wondering what I've been doing - not much.

Finally started trying to organise that competitive TF2 stuffs

I do need a better computer though - it's kinda disappointing.

Honestly not too much I can really say I've done - I haven't gone overseas for holidays, and I haven't exactly done anything exciting.

Watched a lot of videos I suppose.

I really want to move out though.

It is horrible at home.

It might be fine for someone else, sure but it's not something I really enjoy.

Maybe that's my goal - to write enough to-do lists till that goal comes up and I can move out.

Maybe one day I'll look back and regret that I wanted to move out.

But I don't really care for that day.

Mm. I don't think I really want to say anything else today I suppose.

Good to see you all again.

Hoping you guys are having fun :o

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Formal.... among... other things.

"So genki?"

The formal was great - thanks for everyone who went, I mean, it wouldn't be fun if people didn't come right?

Aereas, did you end up slipping the cd in his drink?

I should get around to uploading my photos right....

But I'm not sure how to tag and ugh facebook.

Can I just send them to someone?

It's been a while since I was on here, I wonder if I'm doing it right.

On second thoughts who really cares.

I don't particularly have too much to say, maybe I'll think of more later, I just wanted to post a few things.

Namely something I was watching yesterday.

It's been a long time since I cried.

I hope you other medicine people can relate.

[Context: That there's the Medic. Kinda mad scientist and doctor rolled into one. With a bit of battle-ry.]

It has absolutely nothing to do with what TF2 is about mind you.

Anyway,

Here's to

Hoping your schoolies are all in order and that you don't get fully sunburnt or anything crazy like that.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Day[9] meets TF2 D:

So uh... someone tell me what's going on.

I haven't played in weeks, but I think I don't want to watch those videos cause they're entertaining, but a little cringe worthy.

Still, I had forgotten what it's like to play a game afresh.

Desensitivity?

Maybe my memory isn't all that bad...

Hoping you guys are having fun... Phys friday D: And Legal!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

.-.

"Eh?"

WHERE ARE ALL THE NTG PEOPLE WHEN YOU WANNA DISCUSS SOMETHING WITH THEM.

Hoping you guys are ready for Tuesday - I'm not really >.<

It feels like I'm making some stuff up here...sorta......... eh. Not really.

Thankfully 3U likes it when I branch out into deep discussions from a single point, then branches it back again.

Sorta... like Kendo training swords?

>.<

........Oh. My conclusion was crappy in trials.

Sigh. Maybe I should actually write a conclusion to half-memorise.

My memory is really poor. I wonder if I can be a good tutor.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Traffic Wardens......

"Wardens of the Traffic jails."

Actually, has anyone else thought about how useless traffic wardens are?

And why do we need them anyway - they assumedly don't make much profit for councils...

They have a uniform, but no authority, they pretend they do though.

And what kind of life choices would you have to make to become one?

I remember when Clarke said she hates Lawyers.

Do you think she hates traffic wardens too?

I kinda hope so.

Anyway, how did you all find 3U?

Hoping you guys are excited...for something.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Waking, sleeping, nightmare?

"Odd.."

Right hand had extended pins and needles when I woke up - which is just now.

I think it's cause of yesterday - 18 booklets ^^;

I didn't feel like getting up. But then I felt bad for staying in bed. So eventually I just decided to get up and make the most of whatever it was.

It's always weird when there's nothing wrong, but it feels wrong.

I don't think I have much else to say.

Pretty sure I did really really badly for 4U.

Sigh.

At least 3U's next.

Hoping you guys are having fun.

Another J-RPG, I guess.

Edit: Looking at the solutions Dandelion has, I'm pretty sure I did really really bad.

SIGH.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Chest pains (Pangs?) [Fangs!]

"Monochrome"

I think this version's as good as the original.

In other news, I'm failing math.

In other, other news, 4U's on monday, and so is 2U. Good luck!

In other, other, alternate news, started having chest pains an hour ago. Not sure what it is. But the thing is...

It's on the RIGHT SIDE OF MY CHEST.

WHAT IS EVEN IN THERE?!

.-.

My body's stupid.

Hoping you guys are ready!

Monday, October 15, 2012

End of Day 1. Do you want your possessions identified?

"How did you guys go?"

Reading tasks were pretty meh.

Creative: Image 2 with the old man and the sea..............and the little kid.

I just had the replace the fireworks festival bit with a made up "Fish Festival"

and I talk about how I [persona thing] never caught a fish in the festival, even though every year people gather round to Okami lake and fish there and I[persona] got chosen, and then the father guy was standing next to me [persona] and etc. etc.

Then I end with: [cause I ran out of time...]

"I wipe my face, picking up the photo of us as the sakana matsuri [fish festival]

Me.
 Her.
Him.



The fish I didn't catch."

:D

I'm pretty happy with that improv.

I think Wakeling would be like "Why did you end it like that!?!?!?!"

...But whatever.

Anyway, I've blogged enough today. I'm damn hungry.

Hoping you guys did well too.

AoS Prep

"TF2, Belonging... Belonging requires connections with TF2"


10:05AM
http://tutortales.wordpress.com/2009/07/16/practice-questions-for-area-of-study-belonging/
2011:
Explore how perceptions of belonging and not belonging can be influenced by connections to places.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections made with people and societies, but above all, places.
In your response, refer to your prescribed text and at least ONE other related text of your own choosing.
2010:
‘An individual’s interaction with others and the world around them can enrich or limit their experience of belonging
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects interactions with people, society and the physical environment.
Discuss this view with details reference to your prescribed text and ONE other related text of your own choosing.
2009:
‘Understanding nourishes belonging. A lack of understanding prevents it.’
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and societies. In forming these connections, an individual must understand and respect other people, social conventions and the environment.
Demonstrate how your prescribed text and ONE other related text of your own choosing represent this interpretation of belonging.
General
  1. You have been invited to speak at the book launch of a new collection of texts entitled Belonging in Our Society. In your speech, explain and assess the ways in which belonging is represented in the texts in the collection
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and societies.
What I mean is…
  1. You have been invited to write an article for a teenage magazine called Youth and Belonging. In your article, analyse the ways in which belonging is represented in the texts you have studied.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and societies.
What I mean is…
  1. What do you think are the most powerful influences that impact on an individual’s sense of belonging? (Independent 2009 Trial)
I think the most powerful influence that impacts on an individual’s sense of belonging is their sense of identity. Beyond that, their connections with people, places and society forms the foundation of their identity and therefore are deeply formative influences on an individual’s sense of belong.
How belonging creates a sense of identity
  1. To what extent do different groups to which we belong define who we are you’re your answer refer to your prescribed text and two texts of your own choosing.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places and society, but above all, connections made with other people.
  1. Claude Levi Strauss once said ‘being human signifies, for each one of us, belonging to a class, society, a country and a civilization’ explain this statement with close reference to your prescribed text and a variety of supplementary texts of your own choosing in 1000-1500 word essay
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people.
  1. Belonging to a community of group has a significant impact on an individual’s sense of self. ’ Discuss this statement, focusing on how the composers of the texts you have studies represent belonging
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people.
  1. Belonging to a certain entity is the result of a particular identity. Discuss.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people.

  1. ‘Belonging is the cornerstone to finding identity in an individual’. To what extent is this true of your texts?
Belonging is determined by and shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people.
  1. Belonging has been said to shape our identity. How does our sense of belonging shape who we are as individuals? (Total Education 2009 Trial)
Belonging is determined by and shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people, which are formed as we learn to belong to them.
  1. “Individuals have to first construct themselves, independently, before they can be a part of other things.” Is this your understanding of belonging?.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people.
Belonging and Conformity
  1. Membership of any group requires obedience. Rules and conventions are the cornerstone of acceptance.
    What is the relationship between belonging and rules? In your answer refer to your prescribed text and two texts of your own choosing.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people. It is only by respecting and understanding the rules that govern societies, interpersonal interactions and the environment that an individual can form these connections.
  1. Belonging is not always a good thing. What disadvantages are there for individuals and society in belonging? In your answer refer to your prescribed text and two texts of your own choosing.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people. However, this is not always positive – society provides the framework for people to belong, at the cost of their individuality, and by extension, so too do people and places require a sacrifice in order for individuals to belong.
  1. Belonging relies on both conformity and individuality.
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people. In creating these connections, an individual must sacrifice part of their individuality, and thus, belonging relies on both conformity and individuality.
  1. The larger the crowd, the less the individuality. Draw upon your study of Belonging to examine this assertion. (ETA 2009 Trial)
Belonging is determined by an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people. However, while society provides a framework under which individuals can belong, it requires individuals to sacrifice part of their individuality. Bigger societies and by extension, more people, require a larger sacrifice in order to maintain social stability and thus, the larger the crowd, the less individuality.
Personal Response
  1. To what degree has studying the concept of ‘belonging’ augmented your understanding of yourself, of others, and of the world?
In your answer, refer to your own prescribed text and at least three other related texts of your own choosing.
In studying belonging, I have come to understand that it is determined by an individual’s identity. I have also come to the conclusion that identity is created by and reflects connections with places, society and people. In forming those connections, I have found that understanding people, places and society is imperative in facilitating deep feelings of belonging.
  1. To what extent have your perceptions of belonging been influenced by the texts you’ve studied? In your answer, refer to your prescribed text and two other texts of your choosing.
    1. NOTE: this was the question provided in the BOS sample HSC paper
In studying belonging, I have come to understand that it is determined by an individual’s identity. I have also come to the conclusion that identity is created by and reflects connections with society, people and places.
  1. How has your study of belonging changed you?
In studying belonging, I have come to understand that it is determined by an individual’s identity. I have also come to the conclusion that identity is created by and reflects connections with society, people and places. Through these conclusions, my perceptions of belonging and not belonging have been challenged, and I now see the world not in terms of movement of people, but rather in connections.
Difficulty/duality of belonging/not belonging
  1. The challenge to belong may be resisted or embraced. How is this explored in your prescribed text and ONE other related text of your own choosing? (CSSA 2011 Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, not all individuals choose to belong, as while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality.
  1. “Despite an individual’s desire to belong to a group or community, this not always possible.” How do the texts you have studies represent the processes and results of belonging and/or not belonging?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. This can erode their identity, and paradoxically lead to a sense of dislocation and despair – a state of not belonging at all.
  1. Belonging to a group or community can provide opportunities and disappointments. To what extent do the texts you have studies support this idea?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, creating opportunities for emotional support. However, while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. This sacrifice can erode an individual’s identity, leading to a sense of dislocation and disappointment.
  1. Belonging is a struggle.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality, which is inevitably, a struggle.
  1. Belonging can be self-fulfilling and self-destructive. Explain the relevance of this statement with close reference to the texts you have studied.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, and can be self-fulfilling. However, while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. This sacrifice can lead to an erosion of identity, and can therefore be self-destructive.
  1. In our quest to belong we will experience both opportunities and disappointments.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, creating many opportunities. However, not all individuals choose to belong, as while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. This sacrifice can lead to an erosion of identity, ultimately resulting in a sense of dislocation and disappointment.
  1. ‘Belonging creates dilemmas”. Discuss this statement in relation to your study.
Belonging is derived from but also shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, not all individuals choose to belong, as while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. Paradoxically, this sacrifice can erode one’s identity, and thus, belonging creates dilemmas – to belong requires a loss of individuality, but without a sense of belonging, individuality cannot continue to be nurtured.
  1. “Not belonging is a far more difficult road to travel than that of belonging”. How does your prescribed texts and TWO other texts of your own choosing explore ideas of belonging and not belonging?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, not all individuals choose to belong, as while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality. Therefore, belonging requires a fine balance from individuals that is absent in not belonging, and hence, belonging is a far more difficult road to travel than that of belonging.
  1. People experience a sense of belonging in varied and complex ways. How is this explored in the texts you have studied? (CSSA 2009 Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, and varies with the individual.
  1. Belonging and not belonging is determine by the relationships a character has with others and the world. (Hills Grammar 2010 assessment).
Belonging is derived from but also shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society.
  1. Belonging always comes at a price. Does your study of Belonging support this idea? (ETA 2009 Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. However, while society and people provide framework under which individuals can belong, they demand an equal sacrifice of one’s individuality.
  1. How do composers show us of the value of belonging, or indeed not belonging, in a variety of situations?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. [Texts, authors] demonstrate belonging in society/places/people and therefore, highlight the value of belonging.
[Second text/author] depicts the value of belonging by expressing the devastating consequences of not belonging… etc. etc.
  1. Is a sense of belonging or not belonging more powerful in the texts you have studied?
10:37AM
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. In the texts I have studied, both are equally powerful… [introduce texts…..] etc. etc.
Need to Belong
  1. Belonging is a fundamental part of society. Discuss this idea with reference to the core text and with at least two of your related texts
Belonging is derived from and shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. As such, belonging in a critical part of society, drawing from connections within it, but also helping shape the individuals who make up society.
  1. Belonging is an instinctive human need in all of us.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity, and thus, belonging is an instinctive human need in all of us.
  1. The need to belong marks us as human and it is such connections that lead to fulfilment.
    After studying belonging, to what extent do you agree with this statement? In your answer refer to your prescribed text and two text of your own choosing.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, leading to a deep sense of fulfillment. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity, and thus our need to belonging marks us as human.
  1. Our desire to belong is universal, but expresses itself in different ways.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, leading to a deep sense of fulfillment. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity. However, the paths we take to grow are unique to each of us, and therefore our desire to belong expresses itself in different ways for different people.
  1. “The human spirit craves a sense of belonging”. To what extent do the texts you have studied support this idea?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, leading to a deep sense of fulfillment. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity, and therefore, the human spirit craves a sense of belonging.
  1. “Our lives are shaped by our sense of belonging”. Discuss the extent to which belonging shapes our lives.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, leading to a deep sense of fulfillment. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity, and thus our need to belonging is a strong formative influence on our lives.
  1. ‘Connecting with others is the cornerstone of personal contentment.’ To what extent do you agree with this statement?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with places and society, but above all with people, which is cornerstone to a deep sense of personal contentment.
  1. The basic human need to belong directs our thoughts and actions. How do your prescribed text and two texts of your own choosing explore ideas of belonging and not belonging.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society, leading to a deep sense of fulfillment. It is an instinctive and intrinsic quality of humanity to further our intellectual and emotional growth – our identity, and thus our need to belonging strongly directs our thoughts and actions.
10:45 AM
Belonging and Relationships:
  1. “Relationships are important in finding a sense of belonging”. Discuss in relation to your study of belonging.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects relationships with people, places and society.

  1. An individual’s sense of belonging emerges from the connections made with people, place and community.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society.
  1. By building connections, we create a source of stability and belonging. (CTHS 2009 Half Yearly)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society.
Belonging and Perspectives:
  1. How are perceptions of belonging shaped by personal, cultural, historical and social contexts?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects contextual connections with people, places, society and memories.
  1. We search for a place to belong, not realising that it’s our perceptions and attitudes and not the place that allow us to belong.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects our perceptions of connections with people, places and society, rather than the places, people or society itself.
  1. “Belonging is dependant on the perspective of the individual”. Discuss this statement with particular focus on how the composers of texts represent perceptions of belonging.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects our perceptions of connections with people, places and society, rather than the places, people or society itself. Therefore, belonging is dependent on the perspectives of the individual.
  1. Attitudes towards belonging change over time. How have the texts you have studied explored shifting attitudes towards belonging? (ETA 2009 Trial)
Belonging is derived from and shapes an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects our attitudes towards connections with people, places and society. As we grow, these attitudes change as our identity and therefore our sense of belonging changes.
Other
  1. More than anything else, belonging is about finding a sense of place in the world’ Do you agree? Argue your point of view, referring to the texts you have studied
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. Therefore, I agree that belonging is all about finding a sense of place in the world, through your connections in the world.
  1. Belonging is dynamic, process driven and complex. Using the concepts of journeys and change, create an argument which synthesises the three concepts mentioned above.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. Therefore, belonging is dynamic, process drive and complex, as it depends on our journeys to form these unstable connections, which can change at any time.
  1. Family traditions counter alienation and confusion. They help define who we are; they provide something steady, reliable and safe in a confusing world.
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. In particular, connections made with family also bring traditions which counter alienation and confusion. They help define who we are and provide something steady, reliable and safe in a confusing world.
  1. An individual’s sense of belong is determined by external forces. To what extent do you agree with the statement? (CTHS 2010 Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects connections with people, places and society. Therefore, an individual’s  sense of belonging is determined by external connections, rather than internal qualities.
  1. ‘A sense of belonging requires an understanding of one’s past.’ To what extend is this notion of belonging explored in your prescribed text and two related texts? (BGHS 2010 Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects past connections with people, places and society. In forming these connections, it is imperative that the individual also understand these past connections.
  1. “Acceptance is the start of belonging.” Evaluate this statement in relation to the representation of belonging in the texts you have studied. (2009 Cheltenham Girls HS Trial)
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects the acceptance of connections with people, places and society. Therefore, acceptance is the start of, but also an intrinsic part of belonging.
  1. ‘When we understand what belonging means, we gain personal insight and empathy for others.’ To what extent both texts you have studied support this idea?
Belonging is derived from an individual’s identity. Identity is created by and reflects the acceptance of connections with people, places and society. In forming these connections, it is imperative that the individual both understands and respects the people, places and society. Therefore, when we understand what belonging means, we gain personal insight and empathy for not only others, but also places and society.
10:58AM

Took me 53 minutes to answer 55 questions with my thesis D:

I'm putting it here for reference.

Lots of it was copy paste, which was cool. I hated a few sections though. Near the end are bonkers questions.

Also, perceptions about belonging! Damnit.

AND THE NEED TO BELONG. OH GOD.

And the difficulty to belong... and... well. Actually that one was ok.

Time to cull and print so I can remember some of these tweaked theses.

Hoping you guys are ready!!