A story and a triptych

I think that's how ye spell it. But, i have not started the latter, though i have an idea and as for the story, i'm saving it for a time where i can publish it and still use it for something else without being labelled a fraud and get a 0. It's all very nerve-wracking and anyone who knows what i mean on this topic of fraud and forgery and my total disdain for detail sharing (Up to a certain extent) would know how much it pains me to not be able to show off my story and thus gain criticism and ideas for the next one. It's all very painful and if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't pretend you do, but also, don't ask me either. Sure i'm the source of it, but there's bound to be others who know who you can ask. (On second thoughts, ask me, but don't make a big deal about it.)

I might also make a story about the behavior of people. It would be hard and generalised, so i probably won't.

Upon reading someone else's writings, i have come to realise that paragraphing makes all the difference and that headings in an essay are stupid. Paragraphing breaks up the walls of text and the visual barrier that they are. It's more useful for someone like me who tends to be long-winded and is thinking about several things at once and trying to incorporate it into the general theme of said paragraph. Like, a paragraph about paragraphs and ciclical repetition. I think that's right.

Somehow this post is going to be sad and painful and i've already covered the painful bit. As for the sad bit, it's Obsoletion. I think that's a word too. But things going obsolete is very sad because it means that you need the "new shiny thingummies" and that your old one isn't good enough anymore. I can't say i'm utalitarian, (or is it utilitarian?) but i can say that there isn't much use buying something new unless you really need it, and need as in need, not want. A need like you're hungry. Ok maybe not hungry but..

Hoping you're not as sad or pained as i am at this time of writing.