There isn't much to be done in this period of waiting for marks and listening to teachers and discussing new ways of doing the same old things.
I did however get my first first degree burn from a hot glue gun; the glue, not the gun. I figured that the glue was hot, but not hot enough to burn (as always). Turns out i was wrong, but oh well, it's almost healed now, so it's okay. Just never touch a soldering iron tip.
Besides that, things are turning rather weird, the weather is excellent, and the people are changing into something else. It's kind of weird, but perhaps i'm just paranoid. Thus i'll observe and wait a while while i hope someone cares but they probably don't, because that's how things are in this world;
And the clock will tick and the world will go
Over and over, wherever it stops nobody knows.
Perhaps i am paranoid, but then what does it make everyone else if i'm actually not? It's like having three variables, but actually having more and no way of solving things but through trial and error.
It's all rather scary and i have no idea whatsoever what to do, but i realise that there is always one or two in a group task that never does anything, but because they are a "friend" (which i sometimes use really loosely) "we" can't do much about it, but grin and bear it until such a time comes where passive aggression comes in and kicks that person in the beehive. Thus, i'll see how this all plays out as well, but the weather forecast tells me that nothing will change, and those people will never care. It's just that they don't care about others either.
Perhaps i am selfish, and perhaps i am paranoid and all the rest of it, but having a happy facade certainly helps with the daily life and so it shall continue, and maybe everything will resolve with minimal change on my behalf. I certain hope so because i really want this all to stop, take a break, and unravel so everyone doesn't have to suffer.
Not that i'm altruistic, but i'm torn about the statement:
"Weak people deserve to be taken advantage of."
I really am.
Hoping everything slows down to a grinding halt. (No crashing.)
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Once I accidentally burnt winona with the solder in electronics. I felt bad.
I have never understood how you can possible be burnt by the iron. It's just...It's got a handle, and that's all you need to touch. Plus a funnel thingummy that stops you from touching the hot bit.
When I was 8 or so my dad let my try out his solder and I was using it and somehow touched the bit near the top even though he told me not to do it and was like "owowowowow" and then I tried again after my burn went away and then I somehow touched it again and was like "OWOWOWOOWOWOWO" and ran around blowing on my finger until I got taken to the doctor's.
That was fun.
>_> Somehow that doesn't sound that fun tome.
they do care about others
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