23 days left...

I had a really neat idea of a poem, but it's going to take awhile because i can't exactly rhyme all that well and so.. Yes there's free-verse but that isn't as much fun, so it'll be nice to work on this. There are also several other things to work on, and thus a lot of things to do, but none of it mandatory besides a few things involving databases and a booklet of notes or a novel.

Thus lots to do and lots to see, not that much time to see it and a lot of time to be outraged at the lack of...attention some subjects have in some people's minds. Perhaps it's just me and perhaps there wasn't enough time, but it still pains me and i wish i was studying "A Sad Child" instead of "London" because it's more contemporary, and though both are great poems, it'd rather write an essay on the former.

Also 23 days left until that thingummy needs to be produced and handed in, and i'm about 1/3 of the way. Grrr. Perhaps i need to add more time to it, but then there's also the problem of getting card. I suppose if it's not raining tomorrow i'll go get some with my own excuses and ways of doing things.

I'm appalled at how people will issue notices for physical health but outside of actual information sessions, there are never hand-outs for mental health. It makes me angry because i'm not in a position to change things, and the people who can willn't listen. Or if they will, then CHANGE SOMETHING.

"Don't see them as 'people'. I see a multitude of individuals all with hopes, fears and dreams"

I wonder how true or relevant that is to today...
And yes i lack compassion unless it's convenient to myself and myself only, but what will i do? Nothing.

And apparently, Beyond Blue is also for stress but i don't buy that. And for work experience. Which is damned cool and just means that i have to call them. Eventually.

There was something else i scribbled but it's faded now. Oh well.

Hoping you can find something you like doing.

Often I have dreams
Of music and dance
But there are screams
Screams of pain perchance?

Not sure if it's good but whatever.