Over and over again.

"It's always a feeling of dread, regret and nostalgia."

Sometimes it's a big choking, but I get by. It's like a fog or mist or dust, but I'm sure it'll blow away eventually.

I haven't written a long post in a long time, for long windedness, so I shall now. Perhaps...

Today...

Being confused a lot, possibility of getting a bronze award in engineering tomorrow, and I was doing data entry. Apparently, I'm quite fast at that kind of thing, so when I'm in Uni, I might just get a job in data entry. =)

Other than that, I'm missing out on Jap => No SC, but that's ok, because Bronze Award > SC. Besides, we're not doing anything in Jap anyway. I've had a look at SC2, and I really want to own it, and play it at home, but it's not going to happen anytime soon. Oh well..

Math. Absolute chaos, but we manage to get nothing done, and play a little SC. Did you know that people think that static defence is the best offence? Honestly... It doesn't move. Also, they don't want to play me for some strange reason. I can't quite figure it out...[/wry]

English...? Pfft, I, Robot. You know how it goes. Don't do much there either.

Science? What's that? Nah, we're watching something that every other class is supposed to have watched, but you know, that's how it goes.

Sport? Interesting, to say the least. I mean, do you usually play tip with someone who's supposed to be invisible to you, and you to them? It makes for one hell of a ride.

So, it's an interesting day, and a beautiful life, but... well, sometimes there just might be more. I'm anxious to see the holidays. Somehow, I don't want to go to the formal, anymore than I wanted to go to camp, before camp, but I'm sure that'll resolve itself, just like with camp. Still, it's a little dark, but I love the dark. How conflicting.

Hoping...you have a merry new year and a happy Christmas.