Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I feel pretty bad.

"Y'now those days when they say that nothing's going right? Everything's going "right" but it's oh, so wrong."

1. Went to school today and overturned an invitation I never received. Mainly because she's going, but maybe because I don't really feel like going to a party and wasting my time. Feeding from the "I don't want to do anything" vibe I was having all morning. Also, feeling guilty because it was partly his fault, (he knew that was going to happen, but then victimised himself, which made me >=( and =/ at the same time.) and partly mine because I never remembered to ask who was going. Sigh. I just want to...ah.

2. Everything is far too complex, too complicated. There's just. You know webs? You can stare at them for ages, and only start to realise how spiders make them. Not that I like spiders, (once I got some putrified fly on my hand while trying to move the bins to the front of the house) but you don't have to like the organism to appreciate what they make. Relation? Social thingummies. Grrr. Sometimes...Well. I'll write down what I'm feeling somewhere so that no-one else but me will read it.

3. Math was good. Now I have quite a large amount of hw from it, but that's ok. I have 4 hours. It kinda overturned the "bad juju" of procrastination.

4. Bio = Boring McBoringBoring. Because we're still doing Year 9-10 stuff =.= So, chess it is.

5. English. Could be better. Essays, and additional texts we need to find. So, who wants to do Freud, as well?

I think I'll go mope about for a little bit longer, find some cool gadgets that play nice songs or games, and then do work. Math, English, Biology, English Extension.

Some of that's "optional" though.

Also, UI-70. Not UB-40. Screw your band, mine is better.

I think that's it. No cheap sympathy thanks. I don't give it to you, so don't give it to me. Do unto your neighbour blah blah.

Hoping that I get my supplementary text. And fast.

6 comments:

JM said...

use your life as a related text for human condition essay

Toan said...

But hey, I haven't written it yet =.=

Also, I found a nice Freud piece.

icedtrees said...

Play harder computer levels of chess.

Toan said...

Problem 1: Pinball = no
Problem 2: Gadgets are crap.

Q.E.D. more work. Yay? I dunno. I think essays'll have to be the main point, then. Time consuming and more or less satisfying.

And it's not scary, is it?

Renee said...

what on earth is a putrified fly? i thought it was just dead and alive

Anonymous said...

UB40 is better.