"What are all these "ly" words? Adjectives. Yes. I see you are all as slow as my students."
Ok, well a few things.
1) I need to improve my handwriting. Looks like I gotta research a bit.
2) I need to finish/do my hw.
3) Research tasks
4) Learning hacking, again. But it may be a massive time sink/soak/sponge.
5) Writing...
Apparently SMH has a finalist pool, and if you get chosen for that, you need to submit 2 more stories, to prove that you're a pro-writer.
So, looks like I got a lot of work to do.
I've figured out a few things and neither of them are pleasant.
You know about bioaccumulation?
Well, there's emotional accumulation.
That's one.
The other is what happens when I'm annoyed.
I have realised that this happens during the daily dogpile for the bus.
Without my realisation, I'm already imagining ways for the people around/near/in front of me to die in the next hour.
It's pretty minor, granted, but I wonder what'll happen when I'm sufficiently irritated...
In any case, I'm reminded of something I said in the morning, about how sleeping...
Well, if I could graph this, I could, so instead I'll use my brilliant collq. writing style (Which, probably is the only reason I got 13 instead of 15 for ext eng, btw) to illustrate my meaning.
That is; that every time I sleep, physical well being increases, and mental/emotional well being decreases.
Maybe now you can realise why I don't like waking up.
By extension, not liking sleeping, but to a lesser extent.
Lastly, Oscar Wilde says that art should be for art's sake; that people like me, who put a fragment of themselves into their work, to show people my life, to show my struggles, my thoughts, my ideas, my beliefs...
That people like me should effectively be burnt at the stake. Or not be writers at all.
However, I suppose I'm in the "now" not in his time, so I...
It's like that other time where Li was telling me that 200 years ago, I'd have been hanged by now for what I do.
Anyway, if you haven't noticed, my mind is also fairly fluid and flexible, and prefers to be thinking about several things at once, irrespective of what I want.
And so, that's today's bit.
I've noticed so many things...
I wonder if one day, I'll kill someone. I really do.
Hoping...well. What should I hope for...(I'm putting this here, because I'm feeling a little nostalgic. I forget who said it, but there's a voice in my head, of a girl I know/knew, I..can't say whom. Who said, "Make a wish, it's 11:11", and me, scoffing at it, and both of us laughing over it. I have an inkling for who it may be, but, I'm not quite sure. It's like me in the mornings, where I have no idea what's reality and what isn't, until I make some observations and think. And, I miss the person who said it, quite a bit. I don't know why. Maybe I just miss my past.)
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
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Actually ly words are mostly adverbs. Just sayin'
Also yesterday's song was waaay better because it wasn't weird. Not catchy to me because asian songs just don't get replayed in my head much
I was going to say somethign about handwriting but I'm not qualified because I've always had really neat handwriting. Oh hey my captcha is multing.
Told you I knew there was something to do with SMH and three stories. I just didn't know about the finalist pool thing.
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