Rainy, Lonely, Balance day.

"So when are the jap people coming?" - Li
"...." - Me

Too many people in Shed = Unhappy me. Because it's far too chaotic and noisy. Now, you might say that the music that I always have on is "noisy", but it's certainly not chaotic.

Needless to say, the day has been one of balance.

Crap Physics Mark, balanced by a "marvelous" first paragraph for my essay. That is; I finally understand how to structure things right so it doesn't feel like it's jumping everywhere at once.

Japan Day's...chaos, balanced by the rain, and my personal...storm cloud?

That said, Lonely =/= "Emotionally compromised" Whatever the hell the latter means...

Aereas, Explain yourself!

"Feeling mixed emotions, conflicted. Often implies an inability to feel and express primary emotions (love, fear, anger) without dissonant conflicts brought in from earlier issues or experiences."

^ From Urban Dictionary. There's also a Star Trek movie thing...AEREAS!

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And, and I'm so not ^.

Hmph.

Erm...

Yea.

I wrote a story yesterday, and realised that I could use it for my "dramatic reading", if I add in maybe 2 lines.

Winner is me? Haha.

Tomorrow is Wednesday huh...

Sounds fun.

And here's your link



A little bit about ^. It's a song about drinking beer all day long and all night. It's quite catchy though. As usual, I like the song. I'll see if I can find the metal song I was listening to a week ago, with awesome female vocals, and then, cuts to really baaaaaad male shout/screaming.

The way I see things:

If I get a shit mark, then it means I didn't put nearly enough effort in.

If the day feels bad/off/out of tempo, then it's my attitude, not the world.

Hoping...for anything, as usual. (Change is twosided. There is no such thing as a one-sided relationship.)