Nya nya nya~

"Nya nya nyan!"

It's another Vocaloid song, but this one is sooooooooo much better.

I'm really jelly of the art style, but as we all know, I can't sing, or draw.

Though, I'm working on the singing, really. I got asked to do a duet, by a friend (And yet again, I haven't met them in real life, so don't ask, alright?)

The drawing...I promised two of my friends...maybe three that I'd try it. But after yearlies...

Hoboy, I realised that I have a lot of things to talk about today.

Maybe I'm just feeling talkative.

That is; let's make a list.

1) Let's bring up Second Skin again.
2) Then let's bring in Navigating the Global, our next year's unit for 3U English.
3) Then, let's relate.

Second Skin: The premise is that it's a documentary around the lives of gamers. Now, while I'm not a WoW player, or anything of the sort I *do* play online games. While the vast majority of audiences might say "Fufufu. They're so stupid for being addicted to gaming, and finding people through games.", I wonder why it is that people say that.

Not that I've met anyone through a game. Nah. I prefer writing sites.

People are so much more sensible, when you see how they write, and they're not flaming their heads off and whatnot.

Brings me to my second point:

Navigating the Global.

I was having a discussion with my tutor (Yes, I have an English tutor. No, I didn't want it initially. Yes, it's not that bad.) about Navigating the Global, and a question came up:

"The world has become more interconnected. But...are people really connecting? Why? Why not? Is it because they're scared? Because they rationally don't want to? Or because they've forgotten how to connect?"

And I wonder if it's the same for me. Or whether, by some weird twist, I'm...different?

Inhuman?

Variations, variables?

Why is it that I feel like I can trust some of these people who I've never met in real life before, and yet, I can't trust a great deal of people who I've met in person? (Emphasis on SOME. Not all.)

Sometimes I wonder why I care so much. Is it a bad thing?

Is it because I'm the eldest, and it's been instilled into me, that I should take care of everyone else?

For instance, someone very dear to me, yet I've never met them in real life, and as an aside, their photos make them look like they're 20, but she's actually 16. And two months older than me.

Person C

1) They're really fun to talk to
2) I trust them quite a fair bit, maybe because they trust me, maybe because we can't hurt each other with spreading secrets, maybe....maybe something.
3) Like a lot of people they're seeking understanding, and apparently, there aren't maybe people where they're at, that can give them that.
4) Like me, they took up writing seriously as a way to vent their anger and whatnot.
5) Like me, they have constant nightmares.
6) They taught me that even if your past is abusive, a broken family, failed suicide attempts, self-harm, it doesn't matter so long as you prepare yourself for the future. Tomorrow will be special yesterday was not.
7) They taught me that human beings are complex, and that not every religious person takes it up because they need purpose in life.
8) They taught me to be careful of my own emotions.

There you go Harvard. Two nice pieces of music for you.

Now to finish up studying some stuff....2U math.

I think this is all I really need to say for today. I wonder what your take on this really is.

Hoping we all do well throughout the next 2 weeks. Don't get sick! It's Spring. Ie; Time when I get sick, and you guys don't. I *am* a "Wintermelon"