A realisation for a second time in a lifetime.

"Mmm.... true......"

I'm utterly incapable of writing happy stories.

SERIOUSLY.

I can't do it.

Just everything goes from Beginning => Some middle bit => DOWN THE MELANCHOLY FUNNEL => Bitterly Cold Ending

I'm not sure whether I should put the song about the ice fairy, or a song about existential crisis.

Mm...

What to do.

You know.

The easiest things in the world to do are those requiring practice.

Basically, linear relationship between time => proficiency.

When you actually have to think about your next move before you make it, and plan for a variable landscape.... it makes my head spin.

Basically, my problems are my creatives which I'm meant to be editing. I need a new pair of eyes on it though.

Ohhhhh, and.

There's another competition. Eugh.

I need to write for that.

And then another piece for AAA.

Aaaaaaaaand somehow between that and work and assignments.... god I need to do more work.

Well, between all that, I imagine I'll be running DF in the background, and trying to play 70 hours of TF2 before July ends.

Maybe before my birthday.

Oh......

Speaking of birthdays.

For the past two years, I've had the same beautiful present, just with different people.

It's kinda sad, but it's also very exciting.

Though, more sad the more I think about it.

And perhaps, writing is what is inherently sad for me.

Because it is that sympathy which draws in readers, hm?

That beautiful present...

To be able to trust someone completely is without a doubt, the best feeling in the world.

Aaaaaaaaaah, here, have the not techno song.

Tomboyish Girl In Love.

Beautifully cold.

Goodnight.

Hoping to see you all tomorrow.