As much as my family is frustrating sometimes, I think they're the best.
We make do I guess.
Like I always have.
Spent the morning watching a few things, not playing TF2, and teaching rudimentary chemistry, and probably general chattery.
No, I don't watch other scifi stuff, cause I find it far too one dimensional.
There's just not enough variety in genre and writer.
Not enough cool stuff, I suppose.
[Dalek Companion. Yes please.]
You know that feeling when you kinda wanna talk to someone, but know that if you do, you'll definitely feel worse than if you hadn't talked to them?
No?
Well, cause Kael {Delete?} told me to be more specific {not really},
One of my ex's came online, which she usually doesn't. In fact, never.
And she was the reason I went to see the counsellor in the first place.
There, you can now infer the last year of my life.
Well, I suppose you can now.
I doubt more specifics are needed.
And just when I was at the peak of "nyeh", father comes home with two buns from one of those asian bakeries. It's a... coconut twist thing, and a bbq pork bun.
I almost cried a little.
Then I started blogging, while eating. She's offline now, thankfully.
Mm.
So good.
I should learn how to make these.
Along with being a bartender.
I think when I'm alone, I have probably the weirdest sorts of thoughts.
Like, it gets harder and harder to dissuade myself that I'm selfish, arrogant and stupid.
I don't think it's anything serious, probably just me being me.
Still, it is very unsettling.
I think it makes me meaner more than anything.
I think that's it. Better get back to work.
Well, the moment has passed. Back to work!
Hoping you guys are ready. 4 days!
4 comments:
i literally laughed out loud at "mm so good"
i often feel that way, when you want to talk to someone but you know it'll make you feel sucky
the best!
also captcha is getting ridiculous, there's (no kidding) a picture of a toilet sign, wtf do i do with that
thank you, that is what meant by specific.
everyone is quite selfish, arrogant and stupid. and by everyone i mean most people, some people are just nice i guess but screw them
you're the best dude, this ampersand represents my approval
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don't be stupid, everyone is selfish and arrogant at some point.
And you're not stupid. well, i'm sure compared to other genuises you're stupid, but to me you're really really smart and stuff lol. maybe cause i'm stupid, but that's beside the point.
There's always someone smarter, but that doesn't make you stupid!
Also, exes are stupid. Don't let it get you down. Exes are a part of your past that you had to do to be who you are now. And awesome, smart, cool dude :p
(Also i ofen refresh captcha because i can't tell what the image is)
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argh its the circus run.
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