Wanderer

Somehow got roped into competitive gaming again. In a game that I quit something like two years ago and have only really been playing casually since. I guess now I have more commitments? Commitments to friends I guess.

I don't have that many commitments, but those that I do have... I'm not sure they're altogether important. A lot of the ways I spend my time is self-improvement in one thing or another, but usually games cause that's fun at least.

A lot of the people I know, are through games. Which... I don't know. I mean, in any given crowd of people, there are great people who I'm happy to be with all the time, and then there are the people you don't really wanna mingle with that much. I wonder what the proportions are.

In particular, there's this one person who I think is pretty neat with amazing qualities who fits in the former category and the above super-category. But I guess I value the friendship more than the chance that I'll mess that up. Honestly though, I'm not sure what to do.

It's not like I'm good at decision making. Maybe it seems that way because I'm not bothered with the outcome.

Usually.

-Toan