Wednesday

Fairly burnt out, or getting close to it. In the interests of maintaining some kind of sanity, I skipped my only class today.

Was probably my fault, but I don't think I can help the way I feel. Honestly though, I probably want something that's so unreal, it hurts.

I want to be alone, but I don't want to be lonely.

Also probably my fault, but I'm not sure if I can find someone to talk to about all this. It seems so dumb, too.

Above all, I wish I wasn't like this.