Ma...taku.

"Honestly.."

If you're just going to go over the script and change everything, then I won't bother.

Got more than enough stuff to do as it is.

Don't need another time waster; I got enough games for that.

Hoping you understand. (Also, this is a filler post. Ha.)

Gonna try using desktop a little less on normal days.

"So let's make this brief."

Thanks for the mochi, Kram. It was really good.

To summarise, I'm not gonna use MSN on days I don't need to, or don't feel like talking to 3-4 people at once.

Because I gotta do work, because my mother doesn't believe that I can get into med.

>=O

Gotta prove her wrong.

Well, she implied it, so yea.

Anyway...What else.

Today was pretty nice, there was stuff to do, irrespective of work I brought.

I'm not going to bring NQE tomorrow, I'll probably bring *something* though.

Erm, I think that's all I *need* to say.

How am I feeling? >=O

Good enough for you? Yea, it is.

Hoping tomorrow will be excellent. Also, my hands will start bleeding anytime now, I bet.

Kami no Uta

"ISS?"

Ok, well, today has been 1 good, and probably 1 bad.

The bad was 75% for bio.

The good was ISS scholarship.

And a semi-neutral thing, I got another mark for Chem, which is like, +2%. It's mostly insignificant though.

Another thing, I voted for Language and Female one, thing, for ext eng, don't kill me, but I'd much rather write a story using nice language and about feminism, which is really freaking easy, instead of something about Life Stories, or "Navigating the Global with P.E.T." (5 points if someone gets the reference.)

Anyway, I think that's really it, that's my day. Extremely unexpected, and also unexpected is that I came home at ~7:40PM. So that's not much time to do work.

Also, lots of slick remixes of cool music I like.

Magus Night~

Might learn that.

Anyway, I gotta write something funny for Kram, and a nice script for Aereas.

FML. I'm so dead.

So much work, but maybe I'll get thought it.

Mountain of Filth.

Ha.

Haha.

Also, Van Loon told me to ask Srenic about SMH wanting a teacher's details (Phone + Email)

Geh. I don't want to ask her!

HELL FREAKING YES. THIS DAY JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER. (NIGHT)

Yami...Yoru! That's the word.

Iku no Yoru.

Anyway, just got an email~!

Haha....

Hoping it's a good week.

One with nothing.

"2.5 good things, 1 bad thing."

I don't know what I'm doing now.

But I have noticed that I use the words "Not now, not ever" a lot.

Like now.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Not now, not ever.

But I don't care, I'll live my life one day at a time.

There used to be a point where people would tell me to stop apologising so much.

I wonder where that me is.

My stories are an extension of me, and by that extension, are not perfect.

I don't have experience in what I write about, but I don't care either. I want to write, and so I do.

I have 4 more books, parents giving a half-lecture about marks, which is a little uncomfortable, because I have to maintain a level voice, while arguing, and also while talking to other people.

In the end what happens is that I feel a little angry, and instead of doing maths and physics and chem and all that they want me to do, instead I'm doing English.

=S

Maybe I should tell them that.

But they don't really listen.

I remember reading somewhere that men are really logical, on avg, and women are really emotional, on avg, because it's "inbuilt", but sometimes it feels like I'm one or the other at times.

Gender fluidity? Whatever. (See what I mean? English.)

Also, my mind wanders a lot, so I suppose the 4 books are good, cause then I can revise a different subject when I get bored at looking at electric field lines, or when I'm sick of working on monomers and polymers.

Well, that's my day.

Sorry JM, I shouldn't have...

Looking at the log again, I hope you hadn't have jumped to any conclusions. I'm not angry at what you typed, what you said, all that. If you think that, then so be it.

I can't stop you from being you. Yea, they have similar emotions, but that's because sometimes, that's just what I feel. Maybe it's contrived, but that's because I haven't had people died left right and center.

I'm sorry.

Hoping tomorrow will be a good day. I need to bring my clarinet.

Lots of things happened in 2 days.

"Firstly, blogspot was down."

But that's ok, because it's back up again. At least they've got a really really good site running. So congrats to them for figuring it out so fast.

First things first, I want to get high marks, but at the same time, don't like it when people are congratulating me for whatever "skill" I probably don't have.

It's like how secrets are no fun until you tell someone. But then, it's bad, because it's a breach of a contract, even if there is little repercussion.

It's a little like how if you want to "leak" information, all you have to do, is tell it to your best friend. Ehe. Well, maybe not as mean as that, but it still holds.

Also, I have decided on a general goal for career.

1) Something creative with hands
2) Nothing that will kill (potentially)
3) No splinters
4) No damaged hands, whatsoever
5) Something interesting (To my warped mind, duh)
6) That pretty much takes out everything but Surgery. So, no arguments. =3

It's kinda funny that when I mention it to some people, they'll be like "*Cringe* You, a surgeon? What?" and others' still will be like "Yep, go for it, it doesn't really matter"

So, I think I'll just stick to it.

Whatelse....

Oh right. Dream dictionary. Need to renew it soon. I haven't even read it. Bad me.

I have 5 more days. Hm. It's quite a thick "tome" but it's fun/funny to read.

On another note, I figured how to get something working, finally, which is all nice and good.

But I need to write. And apparently I should be writing a script on top of whatever else I should be writing.

Some people haven't told me what they thought. Lazy lazy.

Also, I like emails, and all that. It's just so nice to read emails from people who you might not know, but...ah. It's complex.

Lastly, will we need to memorise the No. of Electrons in a Coulomb? I really really really hope not.

=S

W/e I'll leave the rest for another post.

Hoping people reply to emails these days.

I don't want to talk about my day.

"Ya-me-te!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDn0BGbXDHI

Ok, that's...sort of the emotion of my day, really.

It's vague, and remember if I'm not online, you can shoot me emails.

Apparently I'm supposed to try and use the desktop less, so I won't be on the desktop on Wednesdays.

It should be ok, because I don't play games on weekdays.

Just to prove to parents that I don't play games every day.

Also, am I the only one who says "Father" and "Mother"?

I find that "mum" and "dad" is far too...ick.

I don't know how to explain it, other than I don't like to use it.

I think that's it for a short post, I'm updating my story yet again, feel the power of Hachi.

Y'now, 8.

Tehe. Market something. Barter? I forget.

Hoping no-one really cares.

Watashi no hi.

"Owarinai Nyan Neko? But nooo, it HAS to be Owarinya-i Nyan Neko"

Seriously, I just noticed that a certain someone, who I won't really name because I cbf, had おわらにゃーいニャン猫！

I mentioned it to the best friend of that friend, who immediately wanted me to translate it. So I did.

And at first I came to the conclusion that it meant "End Nyan Cat!"

Then I checked Nyan.cat

After a few minutes of confusion...

I realised that it was Owarinai. Which is "Not ending". Like how...it's a shortening of Jyanai, and I can't think of anything similar atm. Dewanai?

Sukinai? That's wrong
Kitanai? Yea, maybe.

Lol. Sundenai.

Anyway, eventually I realised they wanted to put in another "Nya"

Those bastards.

So, that plus melee + clarinet = my day.

Rather interesting to me...oh. Oh. RIGHT.

K. Version 3 is up, not going to do what Kael did back in the day and go up to something like 6.61b or whatever. Just going to go in integer order. Next will be 4.

Anyway, I think that's about it.

Hoping I can relax tomorrow. Swimming's going to cut into my time, and I bet shopping too. =( Maybe even cleaning. Sigh.

Blogspot is fine to me..?

"Maybe it's just you guys."

Ok, for the first time ever, I've created a full hotkey setup for WC3, that includes 8 for Arcane Towers for Reveal.

Neat, huh?

Anyway, my day's been largely unremarkable, except that I'm improving my story, and that's about it.

Need to practice more clarinet, also, to do the exam tomorrow. Sigh. Exams.

Might...bring my clarinet, stay at school, and practice then or something.

Ok, well. Gotta incorporate "Chain" somehow. And then make some choice between SC or WC3, because it feels like I haven't played either enough to make a judgment, but whatever.

At least, the exams are going to be over, and I have a day to just chill, write, and play clarinet.

All good, yea? Still stressful, but in a mellow "Oh, I better not forget to actually submit my piece".

And, yea. That's about it really.

Hoping tomorrow's exam will be easy.

FREEDOM AT LAST.

"Probably not."

Well, ok, it might as well be, cause y'now, that kind of thing happens.

Also, is it a bad idea to try and get WC3, like buy it? It's only $20, and if I work at it, I could get it without having to go to a gamestore, and get it before T3 starts.

Is it a bad idea? I'm finding that I like WC3 much more than SC, mainly because...I don't know why, actually. Maybe it's the flashy colors and lights and sounds.

There are a few things I don't like, but it's mainly good.

Should I, shouldn't I...

Hm. Well. I might want to work towards $20 anyway, and see what I want from there.

And it builds a nice base to have more money rolling in, I guess.

Anyway, what has my day been like...

A bit boring, I think I might go home early on wednesday, cause I want to maximise my gaming time, where my parent's can't *really* say, do your homework, but they can say, do more math.

Erm. Physics was easy, I had a buttload of time left over, so barring trick questions, I should get everything else right. Unless I screwed over a calculation (which btw, I did dimensional analyses on each one, figure out two ways to do the same question, etc.) and, my word responses were off the page. That's how long/how much time I had.

So, I hope everything but any trick questions are right. 95+!

Something like that.

Hands are numb, gonna go play melee for a day.

Haha.

Hoping someone cares enough to give me decent-ish advice.

So apparently...

"It's mother's day"

Well, was.

I was going to post yesterday, but my throat is killing me.

Sorry.

I'll post again today, when there's something interesting to say, I guess.

Hoping I do.