A story and a triptych

I think that's how ye spell it. But, i have not started the latter, though i have an idea and as for the story, i'm saving it for a time where i can publish it and still use it for something else without being labelled a fraud and get a 0. It's all very nerve-wracking and anyone who knows what i mean on this topic of fraud and forgery and my total disdain for detail sharing (Up to a certain extent) would know how much it pains me to not be able to show off my story and thus gain criticism and ideas for the next one. It's all very painful and if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't pretend you do, but also, don't ask me either. Sure i'm the source of it, but there's bound to be others who know who you can ask. (On second thoughts, ask me, but don't make a big deal about it.)

I might also make a story about the behavior of people. It would be hard and generalised, so i probably won't.

Upon reading someone else's writings, i have come to realise that paragraphing makes all the difference and that headings in an essay are stupid. Paragraphing breaks up the walls of text and the visual barrier that they are. It's more useful for someone like me who tends to be long-winded and is thinking about several things at once and trying to incorporate it into the general theme of said paragraph. Like, a paragraph about paragraphs and ciclical repetition. I think that's right.

Somehow this post is going to be sad and painful and i've already covered the painful bit. As for the sad bit, it's Obsoletion. I think that's a word too. But things going obsolete is very sad because it means that you need the "new shiny thingummies" and that your old one isn't good enough anymore. I can't say i'm utalitarian, (or is it utilitarian?) but i can say that there isn't much use buying something new unless you really need it, and need as in need, not want. A need like you're hungry. Ok maybe not hungry but..

Hoping you're not as sad or pained as i am at this time of writing.

Fear

Upon the topic of that game, it's apparently very cool and scary, and i'll probably never play it in my life because i just don't want to.

What brought about this topic to me, was when i was reading a certain comment about balloons and remembered that fear is a sort of expectation of what is going to happen. It may be utter delusion, but it's still an expectation and a big bang always means "bomb" to people. Always. I really don't think i'm wrong on this count, but i could be and thus, discussion is always recommended because i always get the last/first/some word. So it's fine by me anyway, so long as it doesn't degenerate into some kind of flame war on MY LAWN. It would just burn off all the grass and nice roses and whatnot, so please don't.

I really don't have much to write about but what i can think of in the space of a few seconds everyday and thus, i write about it on this page. Maybe i should turn it into a story or a book one day and people will be like, "Haha, there can't possibly a person like that!" Then i will shake my head and my fist at certain people while rolling in royalties from the royal family (Or not.) It could all be just a pipe dream, but it's a hobby and something to think about as i waste my time thinking about pipe dreams and the feasability of such dreams while i think about some Japanese dodgy drama and also what people will think of this uber long sentence and what my english teachers would think as well. Also what my parents would think. Gee, i hope it makes sense.

Wishing you...wishes? Can you wish for wishes? I do hope so.

In any case, until then.

AnD i will not post several times a day because it just means more posting rubbish on my half and less time spent on other hobbies and work(s).

Have fun.

For all the people

I am seriously at a loss for what to write for titles, but it doesn't really matter, because i don't need to spend a lot of time thinking up a title; titles are useless if the content is minimal/badly thought up.

And obviously i don't think of bad content. In fact, there may be a program to work around a certain filter i know, but no specifics so don't slam me for mentioning it. In any case, this "tidbit" ("titbit"?) or information comes from a friend who has a brother with an attitude and i know both of them. I don't know if you know, and i hope you don't so lets leave it at that.

Upon the subject of the word "I" i use "I" a lot because this is obviously all about me. If it weren't, then who is it about. So, i may be egocentric, but if i weren't, then who would i be? (Obviously NOT egocentric. Duh?)

I have just found out that i don't like balloons very much. Probably because i have to blow one up for every birthday for everyone i'm related to. (Somehow.) The "bang" is fine, it's just temporary and a little bit frightening because it's sudden and usually unexpected, but you'll get over it.

Another thing i am reminded of is the use of 2nd person in our generation's speech. "It's like they're trying to detatch themselves from themselves". It's when you relate your experiences, but in a rhetoric and the person you're telling the story to is the actual "hero". It's sometimes unnerving and weird. I don't really like it when i'm looking for it, but otherwise don't really care because i know that i do that, anyway.

Also is the use of "we" and "they". It just gives that "mob mentality" and makes the teller seem powerless. Listen, if this is the only thing you'll remember about me. (Maybe you'll just forget me, i don't know.) You're not powerless, you just need to start acting with assertion and responsibility. You're as powerful as you think you are and that is; very powerful. So without bragging and power shows, know that you are a very powerful individual.

Wishing you more inspiriration than i can find.

And so it resumes?

I don't quite know anymore. I still do believe that "love" is "such a strong word". Or maybe that's "super" and "death". In any case, it's all powerful and gets you places like "thank you" and "please". It's all very intriguing how words have such power. Forget killwords, "please" and "thank you" all the way!

Still doesn't mean that i like how it's all geared up, especially how people sometimes take it for granted and thus act arrogantly and snobbish when you don't or forget to say them. It's utter fallacy and folly. Stupid!

In any case, it's late and while i don't have much to do, (well, maybe i do but you're not going to know what.) I am not dashing about and neither am i writing anything which is boring (Oh, but of course).

So have a earlier start than me and this next quote is weird:

"Early to bed, early to rise makes a (wo)man stupid and blind in the eyes"

Saw it in a book as i peeked over the shoulder of someone, i don't know who.

So go to bed early.

Wishing you a night of sleep.

Welcome back!

Hello and welcome back! I would hope that i'm interesting enough to not make you fall asleep as you listen to that Mozart, but sometimes it can't be helped.

I'm not inherently funny or anything, but i have just found out that i'm inherently dominant. Well, not found out, seeing as i knew it all along (sort of). But more of "Oh it's now on a piece of electronic white paper. (Just like Ultra-Shocking Pink!) Which leads to all sorts of problems and me wanting to say sorry to everyone, but in particular 3 or so. So..I'm sorry. (I also refuse to write anything sensationalist or controversial. Sorry.)

Upon the subject of the power of "sorry", "please", and "thank you", they are the most powerful words in the English language that i know besides "death", "dead", "fuck" and "love". Maybe i'm just too polite. The piece of paper that i have says so. And maybe i am. But it sure is fun. ("How do i look?" "Dashing!")

Maybe you don't understand me, and i hope you don't. Because that takes the fun out of it all, and life is about fun. "All animals besides (Wo)Man know that the meaning of life is to have fun" Indeed. The piece of paper that i have is one of the best pieces i have had in a long time. It tells me i like hectic enviroments and that's true. Funny story that...But too much about me and you'll forget everything else.

Have fun.

Wishing you the most fun you'll ever have in your life. (I would hope that it's surpassable, because when things are surpassed, everything is better.)

Hiya!

I'm back. And so it would seem, there still isn't much to talk about but so much to be done. There's an artwork i have to complete in 3 months, a report to complete in 1 month and a story to complete, whenever.

It's all very engaging and interesting and nice, but maybe you have something good to do? When (Oh, yea, it WILL happen) i get a high paying job (Medical/Dental) i might get bored, but i'll have my hobbies. Or so say my parents. And they're the best.

So have a hobby and have a nicer life than mine.

Wishing you all that.

One of the longer posts in a while of few

Time to go trawling through my small music collection

Day 01 - Your favorite song (at the moment)
Broken Promise by Tomohito Nishiura (Will always be, always has been)
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Some "screamo" song about love shouted through a microphone. I can't see how anyone could like that stuff
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Innocent by Wada Kouji (It's quite good)
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Broken Promise by Tomohito Nishiura (Oh yes, it's very sad)
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Reminiscence by Tomohito Nishiura (I don't know who, though)
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
A Sinking Ship by Tomohito Nishiura (I haven't been on many ships, though)
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
The Djinni Dran by Tomohito Nishiura (BOSS FIGHT!)
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Handlebars by Flobots
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
I don't dance.
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Matataki Village by Tomohito Nishiura
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
There's a lot of bands i hate.
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Music can be guilty? But if you mean, guilt and pleasure...
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Well, what do people know of me? I'd presume not very much, but that's my ideal and not theirs. Still...
Inochi no Namae from Spirited Away. I dunno, but i like this song quite a bit.
Day 15 - A song that describes you
You (Higurashi no Naku Koro ni)
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Advance Adventure by Garden (Pokemon Series 2 Japanese Op.)
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Viva La Vida by Coldplay (Alright song, but there are better)
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Love Don't Let Me Go by David Guetta (I have once, but i'd have liked to hear it more often)
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Hall of the Mountain King from Peer Gynt by Edvard Grieg
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Reminiscence by Tomohito Nishiura
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Rhapsody in Blue by George Gershwin
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Departure by Tomohito Nishiura
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
I dunno, The Wedding March?
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Well i can't make myself cry anymore (except for maybe a few things..), so...i think i'm happy with life as it is right now. I'll think of something.
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Broken Promise by Tomohito Nishiura (Still my favorite song)
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Agent Yoru o Iku (Idolm@ster song)
Day 28 - A song that you are obsessed with
Broken Promise by Tomohito Nishiura (Duh.)
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
The Spirit King by Tomohito Nishiura
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year
Broken Promise by Tomohito Nishiura

That's all from me, i suppose.

Underwhelming!

There isn't much to write about, nor many people reading so i'll just take a break from this stuff till a later date.

In other news I now have 2 new games, one for PS2 and one a demo for computer. Both are great and awesome and stuff.

Have a nice 2 weeks or so.

You feel much better!

I have gotten over my insomnia, and now i just oversleep because it's the holidays. Yay. Makes me slightly less irritable and less likely to make mistakes. Also, i don't like being told to do this and that, but who does?

I don't know about you, but upon starting something and committing to it, i tend to see it through, or stop halfway and do the rest a later date. Usually tomorrow. Things get done that way, and it's how i like it regardless of how others do.

There isn't much to be said, or to be done, except a cool-y heated argument over the confiscation of a computer with 1/3 or 1/2 years notice for the purpose of viewing streamed episodes of funky Chinese (mandarin) martial marital dramas. Very funky. But it leaves me one computer down and so i argued that Youtube crashes the computer (which it does.) In the end, I won out, but still, i'm taking precautions for the next confiscation attempt. It's like a siege!

That's really all from me and my boring 2 weeks. Or past/future weeks?

Have a nice/safe/sound/quiet/quite/queer/quaint Easter!

And now...

And now we a back to the period of nostalgia, rumination and just general boredom with the occasional fun party thrown in. Personally, i'd just take the party and run, but it just doesn't work like that, sadly.

It also means, that i get to work on my coherency, and yes, it's actually fine. I'm just not sure if you can comprehend it, with the odd typo, but it does make sense. A lot of sense. Even if i don't proof read it and what not (because who proof reads this?).

I still have a weird appetite and it feels weird. Funny huh? In any case, maybe i should just sleep more or something. Oh wait, i can't.

So the rest of these 2 weeks are going to be;
house work
house work
games
games
house work
baby sitting
party (yay)
etc.

Still quite boring. I can't see how you can like this.

Hoping you have a better Easter than mine. (Maybe with lots of chocolate, but then again, it's not that good for you.)