Apparently I'm fearless.

"A bit like Fearless Leader? Nah, no wai."

Still listening to Aku no Meshitsukai.

Or Servant of Evil for those who don't know.

It's really... I love it. Hehe. And well. The wordplay is pretty good. Aku => Aki => Red =3

Nevermind. I'm just rambling about my music.

I was talking with a friend I made recently, and how he doesn't listen to music, after I suggested that he should put on his favourite piece of music to help him while he writes his bajillion page missile report due in like.... 5-6 weeks? Probably more.

And well, you realise that not everyone is the same as you. Not even remotely, in the "real world".

And you come to realise that they world that I live in. They world we live in.

It's rather small. And not because we see everyone everyday. I'm all for not having to see the same people everyday. Yea it's maybe a little sad. But I can live knowing that I can just visit my friends, or talk to them over MSN, or Skype, or blogging, and what have you.

"[He] just finished speech therapy for his stammer. What an achievement. You forget that not all victories are about saving the Universe." - Rory Williams.

I'm not sure how many of you will know that quote, but I still think, that it applies to us, so very much. And not by the twisted associations of my mind, but also, on a direct level. Sometimes you really do have to step back, and see that we have come a long way.

I can't really match your post on metagame, Kael, simply because I don't know that much about any metagame to talk about it.

I mean. What metagame is there... Ummm.... Knowing exactly where sentries are built on map X, Y, Z?

Knowing when a Pyro will airblast your rockets? But see, I use the Direct Hit, so it doesn't really matter.

Might as well. For anyone who doesn't know. Sentries are big turret things that gun you down if you walk into it's Area of Control.

Hence, Engineers; the class that builds these massive turrets are weak by themselves, as one of their main weapons is Sentries.

As for Pyros, they set people on fire, and then chop them up with their axes. Um. And they can reflect the rockets that I shoot out of my Rocket Launcher, because I play the Soldier. Kinda a weird game, I must say.

Any metagame that results would be, me knowing where those guns are, and then staying out of their area before shooting them down at a distance. And against Pyros, I'm already using a Rocket Launcher which is almost impossible to deflect: The Direct Hit. Cause the rockets travel 80% faster, most Pyros can't do much about it.

Quick aside for people who play: The Liberty Launcher DOESN'T go as fast as the Direct Hit. Just saying. I hate it when people think that. Cause it doesn't.

That said, it's also just as good at anti-airblast, if a little less effective.

That's all I can talk about for metagame in TF2 though. I mean... what else is there?

Oh, besides knowing that a certain Spy will be using the Dead Ringer. Screw that.

Speaking of which, practice makes perfect. A week ago, I doubt I would have been able to airshot people, or juggle them. And now, look at me. I can do that kind of thing once in a while with the Direct Hit.

I think I'll talk a little more about the Song.

I hope I never have to choose between two people I love. I suppose one of the problems of being (half) human (half robot) is that we have too much choice, and when faced with such a choice, we try not avoid it, and just *not* choose.

But how would you choose? The love of your life, or the person most precious to you?

As odd as it sounds, they're not that same thing.

Really, it's divergence of similar things.

And what if one of them wanted you to choose the other? What could you do?

What would you do?

Of course, for most of us, this requires a bit of sympathy, but oddly enough, I can empathize.

And without going too much into my personal life, because it is quite *personal*, I just wonder how other people would choose, given that choice.

Or perhaps, not at all.

What would you do?

Similarly, most problems come because of a lack of understanding. Perhaps, people will never accept that there is no other way to solve a situation, or perhaps, people don't want to.

This does apply to leaders, too, but I suppose that's just how it is, huh?

Do we live in a democracy, or a meritocracy mixed with aristocracy?

I don't know.

Ah...well. I don't think there's anything else I need to talk about for now, hm?

Just think about your life, and others' and, about their choices, as compared to your own.

Make your own sandbox.

Think.

Dream.

Hoping you do.