Saturday, March 21, 2015

His name is Sean

Spent the morning playing Magic with some really good friends. I'm not sure that I could call them close friends considering all we do is play games, but that's how it is, right?

After lunch, I have a moment with him and I brace myself because deep down, I already know.

"Hey, I wanted to tell you... and I hope it doesn't change things but..."

He looks up from his phone, waiting for me with a raised eyebrow.

I look down, almost mumbling.

"I really like you and..."

His eyes widen a little, and he tilts his head slightly as if to say...

"I was hoping...?" I already know but I look up anyway.

"...I'm... sorry. But hey, still friends, right?" He smiles sadly at me before patting me on the shoulder in consolation and waving goodbye.

I'm not as disappointed as I thought I would be.

Besides, I already knew.

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